Home Sweet Home

Chapter 13 ~Awkward~

It's August 18th now and we're touring with AC/DC and Van Halen. It's awkward, just really awkward between me and Eddie. We're in England now, so it's rainy and muggy. They weren't kidding when they said it was always like this. Nikki's started doing drugs, hard drugs while I just refuse to do anything like that. I'm not that kind of person.

We're also recording our newest album, Theatre Of Pain. 

~That night. The Dream Vince is having~

"All right, stop stalling. Who would you rather fuck: Cyndi Lauper or Boy George?" I asked looking at Razzle, we were both extremely drunk. "How about neither." He said, "Nah, man. You've gotta pick one, all right. You've got a gun to your head. Fuck one or die. Which one is it gonna be?" I asked looking at him again.

"No, you know what? I'm having trouble accepting this premise. Under what circumstances would I find myself in such a situation?" Razzle said laughing a bit. "It's a mystery, you Cockney fuck." I said laughing, "It's a mystery!"

"You know, some random fucker's trapped the three of you in a room, and he's demanding you fuck one of them." I said giving him a scenario. "Well, what does this mysterious person benefit from my sexual humiliation?" He asked as I replied with, "I don't know, man, but you're definitely gonna die if you don't fucking pick."

There was a pause. "In that case, I think I'd have to go with the Lauper. At least she's got the proper plumbing." Razzle said pausing to think for a second. "Hey, no, but Georgie Boy, he's probably more experienced in the handling of penis." Raz said laughing now as I laughed too before realizing I was on the opposite side of the road. "What the fuck!" I screamed as we collided with another car.

CRASH

I woke up after the cars collided and realized Razzle was on my lap. "Jesus." I said looking at Raz. "Hey, that was a fucking close one, man." Raz said sliding in and out of consciousness as he laughed. "But...where are we?" I asked as he replied with, "Look at all the lights!" "What the fuck are you talking about, man." I said looking up at the red flashing lights.

"Oh yeah. Look at the lights, man. What do you want for Christmas, Raz?" I said looking at him only to realize he was dead. "Wake up, man. Raz, wake up. Hey!" I said slapping him as a police officer approached our car. "Wake up, man. My buddy fell asleep. Hey! Wake up, man. Oh my God. Help! Razzle! Come on, man. Wake up!" I yelled.

"Razzle! WAKE UP! RAZZLE! DON'T LEAVE ME AND OUR BABY!" I screamed as he laughed maniacally. "THIS IS YOUR FAULT! YOUR FAULT! YOU SHOULDN'T HAVE BEEN DRIVING! IT'LL ALWAYS BE YOUR FAULT! YOU KILLED OUR BABY AND ME!" He yelled as I screamed, "NO!"

~End Dream~

"NO!" I screamed. "VINCE WAKE UP!" Nikki yelled shaking me as I screamed, sitting straight up as I panted heavily. Nikki grabbed the trash can as I threw up violently. "I'm sorry....did I wake you?" I said as he sighed. "Vince, it doesn't matter. Are you ok?" He said as I whimpered. "No..." I said as he handed me a glass of water.

"Another nightmare about Razzle?" He said as I sighed and nodded. "Come on, we can go visit his grave now" He said as I looked at him. "You sure?" I said as he nodded. "Come on. I'm sure there's a 24/7 store open. He might like some flowers" He said as I nodded. 

~At the graveyard~

I sighed and looked at Nikki as he nodded. "Come on" He said as I put the backpack on and headed inside with Nikki. I sighed and looked at Razzle's grave which was right next to our little girl. I put the bear on her grave and some flowers on Razzle's, as well as some drumsticks I bought for him. 

"Hey Raz...it's me..." I said sighing, this is stupid. "Go ahead, Vinnie" Nikki said as I sighed. "I love you, and honestly I always will. I'll never be fully over you and I just want you to know I know it's my fault. I beat myself up for it everyday. I wish I could go back in time and fix my mistake..." I said as tears fell from my eyes. I didn't even know I had powers, my father always dismissed my "miracles" for "coincidences."

I cried hard as Nikki put his hand on my shoulder. Suddenly we heard screaming as I backed up, falling a bit. "Vince?" Nikki said as I looked at him. "Start digging!" I said as we started digging, "This is gonna take forever!" He said as I growled. "Not on my watch!" I said super speedily digging it up as I tore the box open, Razzle. He was alive, what the fuck?

In that moment I realized I really do have powers, healing powers. "Vince-" Razzle said as I threw my arms around him, crying hard as I held onto him like a little kid does to a father, I never wanted to let him go in that moment. "Razzle....oh my god" I said as he rubbed my back. "How are you alive?" I said as he shook his head. "I really don't know" He said as I kissed him deeply, in that moment I knew I needed him and only him. "Vince, you must have some sort of powers!" Nikki said as I smiled sweetly.

"Maybe I really do-" I said as Razzle put his arms around me. "If it was you then I'm forever grateful~" He said as I giggled and hugged him. "Try it on your daughters-" He said pointing to the grave as I nodded. "Uh say something that'll make me cry" I said looking at them. "Uh Lincoln died today?" Razzle said unsure as I started bawling. And indeed it worked, she was alive and well...a baby.

"SKYLAR!" I yelled hugging her as she giggled and cooed. "Vince, you really are magic!" Razzle said as I blushed. I'm happy now, I have my true love back~

~Nikki Sixx POV~

Go figure. Everyone has someone and I'm fucking alone again! What's new? So you know what I did? I turned to heroine, molly, cocaine, you name the drug I probably did it. I needed an outlet for all this pent up anger? Hatred? Whatever you want to call it, and I found it. Drugs.

~Vince Neil POV~

He's gonna get hurt...he started dating CC Deville, the really bad drug addict guitarist for Poison. He's gonna get hurt but he won't listen! He's just using him for drugs! Why won't you listen to us Nikki?