BMC one shots

❀no longer player one ❀

short angst chapter

yes i KNOW MICHAEL IS PLAYER ON CHAT I GOT IT WRONG ONCE!!! 

TW: kinda sh?? 

ships:
one sided boyf-riends
stagedorks

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-Michaels POV-

Warm tears poured down his cheeks. He bit his lip trying intensely not to cry,but it didn't work.  His breath hitched in his throat as he choked back the tears. The tears poured down more and more and he  fell down onto the floor curling up into a ball. His nails digged into his palms until the pain was overbearing and they started to pierce through his skin. Eventually he rembered a breathing technique brooke taught him..in two three four..hold..two..three..four...five..six... out ...two..three...four..five..six..seven..eight. He calmed down,the tears eventually stopped falling down his face and just kinda stung into his eyes.  

Why was he crying you ask?

Jere had finally done it...he had asked Christine out and she had said yes!! Of course he was happy for his best friend, This was someone who Jere had admired for years, Jere had always watched Christine from afar, intensionally crushing. She was the girl of Jere's dreams...but...It hurt. Michael had this overwhelming pain in his stomach but not like an injury. It took him a while..but he finally realised why. Jeremy was Michaels Christine.

Thats right,Michael Mell, had a crush on Jeremy Heere. Not only that but he thought  he had a chance! I mean how would Jeremy, a perfect,beautiful, geeky,amazing boy love Michael. Someone who was a Loser, a stoner, a loner, someone who couldn't even go to social events with headphones! Well...it all made sense now...because Jeremy didn't...He stuck with Christine, The love of his love..but Michael..he was alone now...

Michael looked down at his tear soaked hoodie sleeves, and started to take it off. Even though he  HATED taking off his hoodie,he couldn't deal with the pain off the memories. You see,this was a hoodie Jere got him when they first started highschool, he wore it like everyday since,it helped him with anxiety...now its just giving him more.. They were a two player game after all but..I guess Jere forgot. Highschool is shit and he was meant to help him conquer it well that's all over now. 

He's no longer the player two.

But he cant seem weak, not to Jere, for now he just has to pretend to be happy for jere, smiles,tag along,listen to his rants, and hide his pain. Whatever it takes to mate his Ex-player two happy.

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