I dont usally make jeremy angst (im to michael obbsessed) but to CELBRATE ME GETTING penny/daisy/miah (Honey_imgay) into be more chill it was only needed for me to make angst of there FAV charcter
which happens to be jeremy
so
timeline: AFTER squpicident
btw for future YHWH is God for jews
CW: boyf-riends, idk, SQUIP
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-JEREMYS POV,first person-
I stood still, my head spinning, everything turned green and digtal like the matrix! I saw words appear around me in the air, 'Loser ,Geek ,Whatever ,pitful ,tallass ,terrible ,slob' No..no..no..they where lying..right? i tried to shake the words from theese mind..i was happy now..
I see michael appear infront of me. His adorable smile gone.
'' jeremy...miah...dont you want to stay with me''
''micha..what are you on about?''
''dont leave me..im not a loser...im not a loser..im not a loser..IM NOT A LO-'' he slowly faded away into pixels shouting, no..begging for help. my eyes well up as i reach out to grab his hand. he fades away bit by bit, his hear, his head, his arms, its all dissapearing.
''Michael..MICHAEL!!!'' i yell out but its to late..he's gone. I look around searching for awnsers. Whats going on? how did this happen? where am i? Wheres michael!? suddenly i hear u voice in my head. A very regular one, a AI keaune reeves.
''Hello jermiah,did you really think you you'd stop me with some pathetic drink''
''y-you where meant to be gone!''
''but im not~ wa- WHERE YOU NOT LISTENING TO ME?''
'' why are you here..Where am i!?''
''dont worry about that..but..dont you still want help..''
''NOT from you!''
''but without me..you want get with...her''
suddenly christine appeared, she walked towards me her cheeks flushed.
''your the guy that i'd kind of be into..''
''n-n-no your fake..i have michael..no..no''
''come on jeremiah'' the squip pushed.
''No!!''
''hm...your loss, i guess your stuck as a nerdy prude...and you know...nerdy prudes must DIE''
I break down on the floor trembling.
''jeremy,repeat after me..who will pray for you''
''w-who will pray for me...'' i stammered out.
''when im gone''
''when im go-gone...''
''or until another miah comes along..'' i trembled falling to the floor.
''can you re-repeat that..''
''WHO WILL PRAY FOR YOU''
''who will pray for me!!''
''when your gone!''
''When im gone!'' i felt the tears brewing.
'' or is this the enternal dark without a dawn!!''
''IM NOT A LOSER!!'' i shout out,tears leaking out my eyes,my body shaking.
''WHAT DID YOU SAY?'' he looked me directally anger in his cold ai eyes.
''p-please dont kill me! i-im not a nerdy prude! im not a loser!''
''oohhh jeremy~'' he taunted ''of course not! but you have lost....EVERYTHING!''
''No- N-No!! PLEASE!'' i stuttered,my vision was blurry with tears. ''PLEASE HELP! PLEASE!'' i cried out whilst the SQUIP laughed, my vision fading into black. i cried and cried until suddenly...
I sprung up. The sweat dripping down my cold forehead. I panted and looked around. I was in...a basemnt? wait no..pac-man figures, retro band posters,vintage cassetes, it was michaels basement. Then i saw michael turn to me.
''you ok jere you started crying in your sleep?''
i felt the relief wash over me as i jumped up and hugged him, tears pouring from my eyes, we both fell back onto his beanbag.
''oh my YHWH,oh my YHWH your okay micha!!'' i shouted
''yeah..what happend?'' he replied. i wiped my tears with my sleeve and smiled slightly.
''dont sweat its nothing just...glad to be your boyf''
''and im happy to be your riend!'' he plants a kiss on my on foreheaf snf continues playing pac-man. I snuggled into his chest trying to find comfort. The SQUIP is only in my dreams now..
im safe...
'or...are you'
