'𝐀𝐧𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠' is a big word.
If you would do anything for someone, would you really?
Would you change yourself? Would you lose yourself? Would you kill? Would you change all of your morals?
Would you?
'𝐀𝐧𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠' is a big word. A huge on...
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Hands were shaking, uncontrollable shaking. Her legs felt like jelly, she couldn't even stand up, afraid that her legs would betray her and she falls back down. Her back was against the door of her dorm, head also being against it, afraid that even her head would shake right now, even tho that wouldn't happen.
Are there voices in the hallway? Are they her college mates or do the voices belong to someone else? Either way she wants it to stop, it's too loud.
Is it hot in her room? Are her clothes too thick?
When will the shaking stop?
Make it stop, she can't concentrate on anything.
When will the noises from the hallway stop?
Make it stop.
Just let her have a break.
Make it stop...
Ever since Y/n got the first message from the Koburas, the first thread, she has been losing sleep. She can't even look in the mirror, afraid that what she might see she won't like it. She is becoming more of a mess day by day.
And ever since Y/n started to look for the path towards the delinquent world, her hands just shake randomly. Maybe it is a panic attack, maybe she is just afraid for her life and it gets to her sometimes to the point that she feels like passing out. Whatever it is, it's becoming more and more frequent, to the point that she has to carry candy with her, because the sugar helps her not to pass out.
Y/n knows this is not normal. She always knew she didn't belong to the world that her cousin and her boyfriend chose, but she never thought it would ruin her.
Or maybe it's the Koburas. Maybe their mind game is working. Whatever it is, she has no idea when it will make her pass out. She can only hope this won't be the end of her.
She was just staring into space, waiting for her hands and legs to stop acting like jelly, so she could go and do her next 'task'. That was until she heard her phone ringing, and she knew who it was. She had a custom ringtone just for him.
