'𝐀𝐧𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠' is a big word.
If you would do anything for someone, would you really?
Would you change yourself? Would you lose yourself? Would you kill? Would you change all of your morals?
Would you?
'𝐀𝐧𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠' is a big word. A huge on...
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Y/n was standing in the cold alleyway once again. She was staring at the stars, so her mind could stop thinking about how cold the night was.
She snuck out again, but this time she was not afraid. She was thinking about Ran, he gave her confidence and she knew that she has nothing to fear now. She made up her mind, and this time she is sure she made the right choice. She's not a 100% sure, just yet, but she is sure this is better.
"You wanted to see me again?" Y/n heard the voice coming from the end of the alleyway as he was walking towards her.
"Yeah, it's kinda important" Y/n answered.
"What is it?" Kisaki asked as he stood infront of her.
"I am really thankful for your help, you helped me a lot with the start of my plan and I feel a bit safer now" Y/n started. "But my plan changed. I do not want to go down that path. I want things to go my way, but I cannot control things in a world that not even my family dared to step into. That place of the delinquent world is unknown to me, I cannot go that far."
"Didn't take too long for you to realise" Kisaki laughed. "You could play mind games, that's for sure. You are smart enough for that, but you do not belong there. Girls like you aren't safe there, it's better for you to stop now."
"Why didn't you stop me if you knew?" Y/n asked. "I already dealed with drugs to get the money for bounty hunters, I went to the building where they are. That is defenitely not safe for me."
"When you used to babysit me a few years ago, you always said that you have to make mistakes to become better" Kisaki answered. "I wanted you to be better. As weird as it sounds, you took better care of me as a babysitter than my parents ever did, I wanted to pay you back for that. Now that I did that I have no reason to stay in contact with you anymore."
"Thank you" Y/n said. "I really am grateful for your help, but I want to stop with that plan. I have different plans in my head, and I have to do that alone."
"Do whatever you want, that is not my business anymore" Kisaki said, before he turned around and left Y/n alone.
Y/n turned around too, as she walked out of the alleyway. She knew she had to stop with the previous plan, she was slowly killing herself, and she promised Ran that she will stay safe. She was losing sleep, she barely eats and she has panic attacks, that is enough sign for her to stop.
