Sometimes planning is not as easy as it seems. Even if you have a plan in mind, you will still fear that it will end bad. One wrong step and your plan will be ruined, no matter how perfect the plan is, that thought is always there.
Y/n thought that since she has the perfect plan in mind she won't have to fear. But she still has that voice in the back of her head that is telling her that it's a bad idea to go with this plan. She still feels anxious.
Her hands are shaking once again, she has no appetite, even tho she haven't eaten all day. She drank a lot of water, but she still feels like her throat is as dry as a desert.
She feels goose bumps on her arms, even tho she is not cold. She feels like she is about to be cooked alive from how hot she feels, but she can feel that her hands and feet are as cold as an ice block.
It's been 48 hours since she talked with Izana about her plan, and she even talked to him about it, and he agreed, putting all his trust in her.
She has perfected it in her mind, and yet she is still so anxious that she hasn't slept since. She is so tired, but she can't sleep from the fear that something bad will happen. The messages she gets from the Koburas are getting worse and worse, to the point that it started to become a countdown.
It started as a paper that only had a 5 written on it, the next day she got a new paper that said 4, the next day it was 3...
Yesterday it said 1...
The voices in the hallway are getting louder and louder again. Y/n knows that those noises are just the other girls from her college talking, and yet she still feels like those voices could suffocate her, they make her more anxious.
Y/n got up from the floor where she was sitting until now, she got her jacket so she won't walk out in pajamas, and she snuck out of her dorm.
She needs to get out, she does not feel safe in her dorm. It's not safer to go outside, but maybe fresh air would help her.
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