I've Lost You Once

Chapter 27

2 Weeks ha passed when Kenneth got jailed. Roderick and Lizzy is trying their best to reconcile again and get back what got broken between the two of them.

even though they got back together they can't still move on to what happened in the past. Even though Kenneth is already convicted, they can't still fix the cracks done to their relationship.

They lived at Roderick's place which just in front of Lizzy's house. Of course for almost a decade that they have been separated, they still watch each other. Like observing one another, cause they don't know if she already changed or vice versa.

yes they sleep together, that's their way to build a strong bond again, a strong relationship again. Because they are already in their 40s so they can't waste a time like before.

hindi na rin sanay ang dalawa na magkasama so living in one roof will teach them again on how to be together, how to be a partner to her, how to be a partner to him, AGAIN. for the second time.

a lot has been change to the both of them. aside from them aging, they also get matured on how they will handle such things, because of what happened to them in the past.

in that 2 weeks living in the same roof, hindi nila maiwasan na hindi mag away dahil yung mga dating gustong ginagawa nila is sometimes they don't want it to do it anymore.

its like they got back to their courting stage in the past, but different scenarios.

Yes, nahihirapan sila pareho dahil hindi nila napagisipan ng maayos ang pagbabalikan nila, in just one night of sleeping in 1 room, everything changed.

hindi nila inisip na mahihirapan sila gawa ng biglaang pagbabalikan nila. 

in that 2 weeks, almost all of the time they are fighting for such reasons.

ayaw nya to, gusto nya to, ayaw nya ng ganito, gusto nya ganito. like that.

"love, can we talk?" its Roderick who's tired of all the fights. 

Lizzy looked at him, she's sulking to him. "I'm sleepy" she turn her back. They are laying down to their bed. he sighed and move near her so he can hug her.

he pulled Lizzy towards him. "ayoko ng ganito Imee" he said. she turned to face him. "anong ganito?" she asked frowning. "love, we're always fighting, this isn't healthy for us" 

she sat up and so he did. "what do you want? maghiwalay tayo?" she asked him straightly, he just shake his head an cupped her face. "no that's not what I mean, I've Lost You Once Love, hinding hindi kona hahayaang mawala ka ulit saken. Ayoko kolang ng ganito na lagi tayong nag aaway, we fight almost everyday and its tiring" nakatinging lang si Lizzy dito.

"ang sabi natin we will make it work diba? pero bakit naglalayo tayo lalo"....

"kasalanan ko?"

"I mean its not your fault, Love.parehas tayong may mali... can we just please let lie low are fights? how can we make it work if sa simpleng bagay lang nag aaway po tayo?" he uttered softly. "hindi tayo ganito  non, an I know we can bring back the old us, but much better this time" a tear fell from her eyes, that he instantly wiped.

"I'm sorry" she utter guilty for her actions. She's easily gets irritated, from the simple things papalakihin nya na to the point na maiirita din tong isa na magpapalaki ng away nila.

"its okay, can we be better now? Better from the last two weeks of us being together?" he asked looking directly to her eyes. she nodded an hugged Roderick. "yes Love, I'm sorry if napagod ka ulit sa ugali ko" he shook his head.

"no, no, no hindi naman sa ganon love. ang sinasabi kopo is napapagod po ako sa halos araw araw nating pag aaway at hindi yun maganda sa relasyon natin. I mean it will help to get us stronger to our second chance but it will tear us also" he said rubbing her back cause she's already sobbing.