I've Lost You Once

Chapter 13

A/n: what if paalam na.

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Lizzy is now 8 months pregnant but she still working even though she can file a maternity leave until she gave birth to her child.

She drowned herself working even she's having a hard time to move and walk, but she manage to go to hospital to fulfill her duties to her patients.

"Lizzy, you're 8 months pregnant already. You should take your leave na muna baka mapano kayo ni baby" Kenneth trying to convince her to file her leave.

She looked at him, "you don't dictate kung anong gagawin ko! You're not my husband para magka karapatan kang diktahan ako!" she said and that make him silent.

When he found his voice. "Yes Lizzy hindi moko asawa pero anak koyang dinadala mo kaya concern ako na baka mapano ka, kayo ng magiging anak naten" he said calmly.

She looked away. "Kung hindi mo ako ginahasa wala to ngayon sa tiyan ko, sinira mo yung buhay ko Kenneth. Hindi pa nga ako ready mag anak ehh" her tears started to fall but she wiped it immediately.

He just stood there, maybe he is wrong from raping her just to get her, but what he did is to get Lizzy closer to him but too far for her to love him.

"Alam mo Kenneth, hindi ko alam kung paano ko natitiis na nandito ka sa pamamahay ko ehh, you raped me ehh dapat nasa prisinto ka" she utter while looking outside.

Then she looked at him. "But I did not tell to anyone except my friend that you raped me, dahil naaawa ako sayo" she dropped.

"Naaawa ka? Saken?" He asked, "oo, per-" her words was cut by his. "Kung naaawa ka bakit pinapahirapan mo ako? Bakit hindi mo nalang ako mahalin katulad ng pagmamahal mo diyan sa Roderick nayan na hindi ka man lang binigyan ng oras magpaliwan-" she suddenly slapped him.

"You don't put that words into his mouth! Why?! Magkaibang magkaiba kayo ni Roderick, Kenneth! Nirerespeto ako ni Roderick, we have been together for 11 years at hindi nya ako ginalaw ni minsan. So wag na wag mong sasabihin yan sa harapan ko! Dapat nga ata na isinumbing na kita noon palang!" She said furiously, even though she got hurt by what he said that Roderick did not gave her a chance to explain.

Kenneth chuckled sarcasticly. "But I did it already and if you are going to say to him or to the authority that I raped you no one will believe you" he smirked. "There are lots of people na malapit sayo na nakita tayong magkasama sooo" he added. Then she loss her words by his words.

"Umalis kana Kenneth, ayaw kong makita yang pagmumukha mo!" She utter then she was about to leave.

He grabbed her through her waist. "Ano ba!! Nasasaktan ako!" She's trying to get away with his arms. "You are not going anywhere, you'll stay here and you're not going to work!" He said with his autoritative voice.

She just laughed at him then pushed him away. "Who do you think you are? Para sabihin saakin kung anong dapat kong gawin??" She asked sarcastically.

"Ako yung ama ng dinadala mong bata" he said, "at hindi yan magiging dahilan para diktahan mo ako" she dropped then grabbed her bag then left.

He followed her and tried to stop her from leaving. "Can you please stop acting that you care about me???" As she hopped in to her car.

"Anong pinagsasabi mo? Sa tingin mo palabas lang to lahat? Well hindi Lizzy! Mahal kita, mahal ko kayo ng magiging anak nate-" he was cut by her laughed.

She stopped laughing then looked at him. "Ohw common, bravoooo!" She's clapping at him sarcastic.

"Hindi ako nakikipagbiruan" he said. "Hindi din ako nakikipag biruan sayo, kaya gusto ko pag uwi ko wala kana diyan sa pamamahay ko" then she drove off.