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"Oh my sweet angel, did you really think I was going to give it to you so easily? Anyways, when I let you cum, it's going to be from my cock, not my fingers."
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Cillian remains silent as I panic inside, oh god, what have I done? I always made sure my appointments were on time, I even made them a week or two earlier than expected so I knew for sure I'd be covered.
How the fuck did this happen? I mean, shit I know how, but how? The nurse who first gave me the shot told me that there was a 1% chance of falling pregnant on it, I'd never in a million years thought that I'd fall into that 1%
Cillian still doesn't speak, shit I don't even think he's taken a breath, shit did I kill him?
What if he doesn't want it? What if he does? What do I want? Fuck I don't know!
Tears being to fall again as he doesn't move an inch, "I've fucked this up" I sob trying to get out of his embrace, this must snap him out of his head as he grips onto my waist tightly pulling me back into him.
His arms wrap around me tightly, I can feel his body shaking, shaking in anger? Maybe shaking in panic?
"No, no you haven't. This isn't your fault angel" He finally speaks, "I don't know what to do" I cry, "Angel, it's your body, you do what you want" He comforts me stroking my back softly.
Could I get rid of it? I mean sure I could, but could I live with that decision afterwards? I know some women struggle deeply with it... What would our life look like with a child? Neither of us had a full family growing up, would we grow to hate each other? Would we split up? Would he take off one day and leave us for good? So there are many what-ifs, and it's those 'what-ifs' that absolutely terrify me.
We sit in complete silence for what feels like years, the only sound coming from the rain that's hitting the glass in the window.
I'd come to a decision, I don't know if Cillian will like it, but like he said, it's my body and my choice.
"I've always wanted a kid" Cillian eventually speaks quietly, I stay silent as my heart races.
"I always wanted to be the father I never had" He admits, "And you will" I finally respond.
He lets go of me and cups my face in his hands looking at me curiously, "You want my baby?" He asks, to confirm what I had said "I do, I mean, I'm scared shitless, but I want us to have a family. A complete loving family" I respond.
His face breaks into a heartwarming smile as he pulls my lips onto his, I relax into his touch, I'm having Cillian's baby... I'M HAVING A BABY!
"How do you continue to get more and more perfect?" He asks breaking the kiss, resting his nose against mine "I should be asking you that" I laugh.
