Arranged Hearts - GeminiFourth au

Chapter 11

Fourth's POV

           I miss him, I wanna see him, is all I'm thinking ever since my birthday which was two weeks ago, we have winter breaks so I can't see him in college, he never came to my house after the engagement but Mae Ning would call me to eat with her sometimes, she's my best friend I guess, she tells me about Gemini all the time how he was, how he is, what he likes, what he does not.... but never once I came across Gemini as he never leaves his room when his parents are home.... I feel like I-I... I like him, like I miss him when I go to bed, I miss him when I wake up, I miss him when I eat, I miss him when I go out...like all the time, so do I like him?? Is it okay to like him? Cause he seems to hate me, he seems to not care, he seems to ignore me. Should I text him? Or should I call him....!!.....No no no no you won't Nattawat, don't embarrass yourself, how about if I sit in the lawn, I might catch him going out! But that would be so pathetic and desperate....ohooo I feel so...blue.

3rd Person's POV

          Days passed by and the fondness and liking in Fourth's heart turned into love, he started craving Gemini's presence in his life, even just a glance at him or even if his name came up in someone's conversation, his ears would turn crimson.           Gemini was still on the same routine of going to college, coming home, going out and locking himself up again, but most importantly avoiding Fourth Nattawat. Even the mention of the younger's name would make him lose his appetite, he started to resent Fourth's presence and not because he hated the latter but because he hated how weak and powerless he become after Fourth came in to his life. He use to hide his insecurities, his fear, his childhood, his bad time and over all every feeling he ever felt behind his cold guy personality which just shattered into tiny pieces because of Fourth.          

           Only a year left and Fourth will turn eighteen, it's started to feel less like a nightmare now and more like a reality, he hated being so out in the open as the younger brought some kinda life into his life and taking all the shadows away.

           In the course of a year Gemini started to slowly open up to Fourth had small talks with him, would smile at him once in a while, even though it was nothing compare to how much Fourth should've gotten, he felt like the happiest guy in the world, even though it was almost bare minimum, but for Fourth it was a lot better than what he got in all of his life. He just wanted Gemini's presence in his life and not once he got greedy and expected more.

            After Fourth's eighteenth birthday, wedding became the most discussed topic for their families and by that time both of the guys accepted their fate and just got along with everything, Fourth would usually go out with his mother in-law to buy stuff for the wedding but mostly he would be sent with Gemini to all the places to choose everything for a perfect wedding, choosing table cloth to napkins, flowers and candles, wine and the food, wedding outfits and rings, everything was chosen by Fourth and this was the first time in his life that he was allowed to choose and Fourth who unexpectedly started to like doing those things and while Gemini couldn't care less all he noticed that how Fourth's eyes would sparkle and how easily would he smile at the most smallest thing that would happen, he observed how big the word 'happiness' looks to Fourth and how he finds happiness in just sniffing a flower or selecting the ring, how he would give him a smile that was worth only for the most important human being on earth and yet Gemini would get it for free.

          Gemini was still cold to him sometimes and would shut him out from his life, for a week or two but Fourth never complained, he was just happy that Gemini Norawit exists-