Kidnappers or Best Friends || Book 1

Chapter 5 || Rules

kian pov

i felt sparks as soon as a i kissed her. wow.

marissa pulled away.

"I'm um sorry" me and her said at the same time.

"Well better get going downstairs" she said

"Marissa I just want you to know I'm not like them" I say

"I don't know if I can believe that" she said and left

"Ugh" i said to myself

i soon left her room and went downstairs to the living room. i see everyone sitting on the couch's watching tv. i see marissa sitting on loveseat by herself eating a bag of chips. i just sit next to trevor.

"haha now your hunger" trevor says

"yes very much" she said eating a chip

we were all watching SpongeBob when connor paused it.

"hey i was watching that" ricky says connor rolls his eyes

"ok we need to tell you the rules marissa and if you don't disobey there will be consequences" connor said marissa just look at him

"ya number 1" ricky said "you must be with one of us at all time except when your sleeping in your room we will lock the door"

she nods.

"number 2 you must wear your glasses at all times except for going out on Monday Wednesday Friday and Sunday " trevor said

"number 3 you have to do what we say" sam said

"wait dose that mean sex" she asked

"i don't know" sam said with a smirk

marissa had a shocked expression on her face

"ok no we're joking no sex unless you want to" jc said

marissa exhales heavy well we all laugh

"ok bedtime" trevor said

"what time is it" she asked

"bedtime dah" connor said

"no for real" she said

"like almost 2am" i say looking at my phone

"but I'm not tried" she said

"well to bad" jc said and went over to marissa.

"nnnnnnno" she says

"to bad princess" he said and picked her up

we laugh

"jc" she said

"yes" he said

"i hate you" she said he laugh

marissa pov

jc picked me up and throw me over his shoulder.

"goodnight" the guys yell

"whatever" i say

jc carry me up to my room and then he dropped me on my KING size bed.

"aren't i really heavy" i asked

"you kidding you weigh like nothing" he said

"ya right" i said

"why are you so hard on your self" jc asked

"im not"

"kian told me"

"told you what"

"that you cut"

i close my eyes holding in the tears.

"marissa i have dealt with depression too"

"you your.. just look at you"

" i should say the same for you" "you are a beautiful young amazing girl"

"but I'm not i changed myself for that to happen. for people to except in this world we live in"

"you shouldn't we are all beautiful in are own way"

"thanks jc" i say and hug him

"i like you better when your not screaming" i laugh "and kian really cares about you so don't push him away ok?" jc said holding my hand

"did he tell you" i asked

"that he kissed you" "ya"

"oh"

"its ok marissa well anyway goodnight" he said and kissed my forehead and left the room turning the lights off. but i had white christmas lights on so i could still see. jc closed my door and i could hear it lock.

i went to the bathroom and grabbed my iPhone 6.

i find autumn in my messages and i text her.

(A-Autumn/M-Marissa)

M-hey

A-hey so what did your mom say

M-about that I'm staying with a few family members for awhile

A-let me guess your mom finally sold you on kijiji

M-what why would you think that

A-marissa you fight and most of the time you get what you want but staying with your family for a while you would of ran away by now

M-ok i guess your right but my mom didn't sell me on kijiji

A-ok thens whats up

M-im staying with a few old friends

A-oh really

M-ya they just came by my house and picked me up

A-ok sure

M-ok well i have to go

A-bye

M-bye

i then went back into my bathroom to hide my phone.

will i guess i should get some sleep.

NA.

i have one of those window couch's. so i dis sided to sit well lay there for a few i don't know. when i feel i don't want to anymore i guess.

i looked out the window thinking about my family my friends i mean friend would my own mom do that to me. sell me on kijiji. no. wait. ya.

but why what did i do to her.

oh wait I was born. hey she did that do herself i don't want to be here right now in this world. i wish i could just die in a ... hole.

but how can i kill myself when one of these boys are always watching me.

maybe ill stave myself. ya right i know the relationship between me and food is to hard to break. but i guess it worth a try if that means that i don't have to stay here.

or maybe i can find something to cut with and i can cut myself with that. nope thats no going to work.

i have no idea. jump out a window.

i can't even open a window because there locked so i don't get out.

a h I won't drink anything and I'll die.
"you so stupid" I whisper to myself
"No you aren't" someone said beside me.
"Aaaa" I say and roll of the window seat
I look up and see ....