kinpatsu no sobakasu (blond freckles)

stage one: denial

hey sigmas.. sorry for not writing the uhhh next chapter sooner

school stuff ;3

katsuki walked home in the pouring rain, the feeling of izuku's lips still lingering on his.
why did he do that?
he wasn't into boys. atleast he didn't think he was.

he never really had an interest in anyone.
boys nor girls, he had better things to do then spend his time fawning over a highschool relationship.

this was different though.

izuku isn't just some 'highschool relationship'. he's katsuki's bestfriend, some could even say soulmate.

platonically ofcourse.

then, if katsuki was sure his feelings were so platonic. why was there a rush in his heart at the thought of something more then a friendship with izuku.

katsuki opened up his door, placing the soaked umbrella on the coat hanger, kicking off his shoes and running into his room without greeting his parents.

he sat on his bed, scrolling through old messages with izuku.

he didn't like izuku.
why did he kiss someone he didn't like? thats a dick thing to do.

so katsuki had to make his mistake right.

he started typing to izuku, thinking of how to tell him he was sorry for kissing him without even a simple "yes" from his lips.

he never thought about it.

he didn't ask izuku, he just did it.
it was selfish. and he was sure izuku hated it.

he stopped typing, throwing his phone down on the floor with a thud, turning over and trying to sleep.

the next morning, izuku walked into school.
seemingly happier then usual, he sat in his usual assigned seat behind katsuki.

he wasn't there.

was he running late?
or skipping class perhaps?

izuku brushed off those thoughts quickly.
katsuki was never late.
and he doesn't skip class.

izuku sat back in his chair for a couple moments more before a familiar blond slouched through, avoiding eye contact with everyone.

they didn't talk during class, they never did.

but when lunch came around, izuku found himself alone with katsuki once again.

things were awkward.

"izuku."
katsuki spoke with a form of seriousness in his voice. which was odd.

"kacchan."
izuku spoke back in response, tilting his head for katsuki's answer.

"listen, deku im.. fuck-"
he face palmed, rubbing the bridge of his nose before speaking again.

"im- sorry for last night. it was a mistake it shouldn't of happened."
katsuki spat out, his words not coming out exactly how he wanted to.

"oh."
izuku whispered out, unable to say anything else.
his eyes must've widened or his face must of shown some sort of sadness because the reaction his got from katsuki looked almost guilty, regretful even.
his throat felt dry and his tongue felt stuck.
is this what rejection feels like?

"i agree.. it was a mistake."
izuku calmly spoke back. trying to cover up the despair behind his words.

katsuki looked more then disappointed. even though he was the one who said it was a mistake.