Talking To My Soul

Finding myself while feeling lost

     It's my time , my life my story . I knew where I was going and what was waiting for me . I was not afraid to move forward in life and never really looked back . At some point I forgot and came to a stop . Life is strange I followed all my spiritual paths and everything was great yet somehow I came to a sudden and definite stop. 
The last few years have been difficult with losing both my parents . Just recently my dog passed that I wrote about in a previous page . My health took a bump but I'm okay . Maybe I didn't understand why until I realised I was still holding on to grief that I couldn't let go . I felt I needed to be strong and tough it out . I thought as most men do that men don't cry . A problem I've carried most of my life . I knew my parents would be okay now they had lived their life's purpose . I was happy for them but this also still left me with questions that would never be answered in this lifetime. My dog also was a wonderful dog that filled my heart with joy . A big piece of me was missing the day she died . I live with the hope I will see her again when my time is up .  I could not carry on this way I needed to move on . I needed a way to let it go .  I smiled at people putting on a brave face . My answer was always I will be fine . Like most people we are not inside we are crying our hearts out . 
    Just recently I received news my daughter was on the spiritual path , she had at last awaken . This was the light I had been hoping for . A new direction for me which led me back to this book . All at once my energy and enthusiasm came rushing back and my mind began to open up. I could feel words filling my mind . The words where coming so fast I had to get them down . As I thinking I am now writing this is how fast my mind is working I just want to say as much as I can . I feel like an old typewriter as you hear the tapping as the fingers hit the keyboard.  Click click click . Only stopping to take in some air .  I am doing all I can to get the words down  . Do I have questions for my soul , yes I do and the more I think the closer I get to understanding I need to ask them
    Dear soul it's been a while since we spoke I have been in bad place that I could not find my way out . My mother and father parting left a hole in my life my dog tore an even bigger one . I need to know I'm not back on track in my life I need to know I found my way out . I need to get of this stage with my health . I still have things to do .
Yes you are out of the hole you are back on track a new page is open a new door awaits you and your life . Don't look back take the love of those you left behind with you they are with you wishing you to finish you work . You have helped so many people with your words . You are a light that people look to follow . Keep on this path put a spring in your shoes and move forward with pace . So many things for you to see and do keep going listen for the messages that will help you . You are not alone .
    Thank you and welcome back