Guilt

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Today I want to talk about guilt. Why do I always feel this at certain times of my life. Old memories come back to haunt me. When all I want to do is let go. I have tried many ways to stop them but when I think I've done it the guilt appears again. Why will it just not go away. What do I need to do to make it go away

Don't put to much pressure on yourself. Some things in life cannot be dealt with in one go. You have to work at them. When you think you have , then it comes back , then you haven't. You may only have dealt with a small part of your understanding . Life is not ever so straight forward as you would like it to be. Guilt could be one of the reasons you are living this life . Maybe a past life is having a knock on effect in this life. I can feel your thoughts going as you try to pin point which past life. Yet before I finish what I'm saying you already know.

Yes I think I do. It's guilt from giving up on life when everything was lost. So what you are saying is I feel guilt in this life because of that life. No matter how much I try to understand the guilt in my life the guilt from that life is what holds me. Then how do I do that ? I can see I feel guilty now because of the past life , that is making me understand guilt. So until I learn to understand why I feel guilt then it will never leave me. Now that is something I will need to think over .

It's a life task so don't be to hard on yourself, you now have identified a life task which brings you one step closer to home. Guilt , love , loss are all things that life keeps giving you. Work on them for this is why life is so good , it gives you the chance to choose differently than in past lives until these things are understood. So stop feeling guilty and start to know why you feel it. Learn from them and move on with your life. Know this you are where you are meant to be in life. At this moment in time , it's not a race it a long stroll . You have the time to do everything you choose to do. How you do this is up to you . One step at a time just like dealing with this guilt feeling . Life is your gift one that was given to no other so use it and be proud for who you are. Keep doing what you are doing as its the best way you can live.

Thank you again , I think I know now what I need to do. I hope these words help those who read these words. It's strange but once I read back what as been written it often still takes my breath away. Thank you for always being there for me.

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