Talking To My Soul

In a moment

Its only takes a second to score a goal what can be done in a moment. Yet in this time we can find what we are searching for. Life is never easy and life's problems get bigger and more difficult the older we get . Just recently I have been stuck in a hole and not able to find my way out. I know that I am supposed to keep moving forward in life yet it seems so difficult waiting. I have done what my intuition told me to do by letting go of what was holding me back and cleared my way forward for what is to follow. I even did this not even knowing what was to follow. I had a few ideas and a couple caught my attention . However when I attempted to begin to work it immediately felt wrong. I was going nowhere and getting frustrated the longer it goes on. I keep feeling that I'm still right and now have come to accept that its still not the time . Now I begin to ask myself more questions about how far I have come in my life . I feel angry that I'm allowing my intuition to drive me on and I know everything will happen at the right time. Yet it is so hard still to wait for part of my life I know nothing about. I have put myself in the space but nothing is yet forth coming. So I'm asking myself to think , what is it that is holding this part of my life back , what could it be that I have not yet done. Could it be I'm missing some kind of knowledge . Do I need to read a book I have not yet read am I waiting for someone to give me something I could only receive from them. Could it even be something I have not yet written or come to understand. I'm waiting yet its really hard to wait even though I know it on its way .

I know its on its way I feel its close I know I must wait but not to be idol . keep writing keep looking and listening .  Deep down I also feel down and I know this is also holding me back life is here in this moment I must   stop making it difficult for myself stop looking to far ahead .  Let it go and let life flow . I may not know what's waiting around the corner of my life however I know that its there waiting for me  .