Taylor Swift is my therapist ( no really)

Chapter 4

AMELIAS POV

I woke up, reliving the events of last night in my head. Did that actually happen? Was it a dream? Theres no way i actually met the Taylor swift. Sure enough, as i'm pondering these thoughts, i here a ping come from phone, and its a message from Taylor. It read:

"Hey hun, I've booked your first appointment for today at 4. It should be right after your school ends, and you can just walk there because it super close, I'll send you the address xx."

Okay.So not a dream. This is actually happening. I really didn't know how to feel, i mean, i love taylor, but i'm not sure if i want to open up to her about everything thats going on. I quickly responded.

"Hi taylor. Thank you, I will see you at four."

I put my phone away and started getting ready for school. I hated school. I mean i had some friends, and my grades weren't bad, but it was just a miserable place to be. I hated the annoying popular girls that picked on anyone for any reason, i hated the loud and overwhelming classrooms and i hated all the assignments and homework that i felt like i was drowning in. 

I had a shower and put on my uniform and added a light amount of makeup and then finished with my hair. I walked downstairs and found my parents getting ready for work, rushing as always. My younger sister my casually eating her breakfast, ready for school as well. " Oh finally, amelia, your awake." My father said, focusing his attention on me. " Yes, also i have my first appointment with taylor today, i though  i would let you guys know" i say shyly, knowing that they aren't going to be happy. My mum is the first one to start "Oh come on Amelia, your fine, you don't need fucking therapy". Then my dad joins in " I agree with your mother, and we better not have to pay for it!" he yells. I just sigh and leave, starting my walk to school. 

I actually enjoy the walk to school, i can just listen to music and be myself. We live very close to school, so i get to school quickly. The school day is uneventful, just the same old boring classes and annoying people, and masking my emotions. Soon enough, the day is over and i'm walking to taylors office. She was right, its super close to school and i get there in likes five minutes. I am SO nervous, for this appointment, i mean the last time taylor saw me i was not even breathing, and i cant hide whats going on because  she's already met my parents, so she knows there crazy.

I make it to the simple cream building with the words " Swift-Alywn services" on a sign on the building. I shyly walk in to see a modern, yet cozy interior. I see lots of plants, comfy looking chairs and what looks like a receptionist desk, so i walk to that. A ginger haired women looks up at me with kind, inviting eyes. She has a little cat badge with the words " Emily - receptionist" on it. " Hi there! do you have an appointment?" she says in a cheery tone. "Uhh Um yes hi, i have an app- appointment with taylor at four?" i say literally shaking. Oh my god Amelia, get it together i say in my head. "Oh yes! there you are , Amelia is it?" "Uh yeah, thats me" " Great! Okay honey, if you just want to have a seat over there, taylor will be out shortly" she says, cheery again. God, how can someone be that happy? 

I make my way over to a green velvet chair and take a seat. It was so comfortable, i cant even imagine how much it costs. Everything in this room looks so luxurious. I take my phone out and scroll through instagram, trying to calm myself down a bit. 

"Amelia?' I hear a sweet and calming voice call out. Taylor. I look up to see her leaning against the door of a room in the hallway, giving me a sweet smile. Shes wearing a long, flowy maxi skirt with a pink sweater, her hair is in loose curls, and shes got some light makeup on. She looks like a goddess i say in my head. "Uh, yea, hi" I reply. She walks over to me, " You ready to come in Hun?" she asks nicely. I lightly nod, and she stands up indicating for me to follow her. We walk down a hallway and stop at what i assume is her therapy room, and opens the door. Just like the waiting room, her room was so inviting and pretty. In the centre was a light pink couch, across from it to chairs, the same tone of pink. There was cat pillows scattered across the furniture and little cat figurines on the shelfs and tables. Damn, she really loves plants. There was also more plants, cute paintings, and lots of books. 

"Okay, do you wanna take a seat on the couch for me?" she asks. I just nod and sit down on the couch, once again very comfortable. I look around and see cat pillows to either side of me. Taylor takes notice of my interest and says " Yep, there is a bunch of cat stuff in this room, they make me so happy!" she chuckles, i just give a slight smile and try to relax as much as i can. Im still freaking out however. 

Taylor takes a seat on one of the chairs across from me and just looks at me." Nervous?" she says while cocking her head to the side. "Uhh haha yea..." i reply and my face turns bright red. " Hey, don't worry, its totally normally to be nervous your first time in a situation like this, but trust me, its going to be fine, you don't have to worry" She quickly calms my nerves. I just smile slightly 

" Okay, ready to get started?" here we go....

A/N: Omg hi guys!!!! thank you so much for 100 reads!!! It might seem small to some people, but i really appreciate it. Anyways, i wanted to give a quick update on the story. I don't really have a strict update schedule, so it will be whenever i can make time to update. Once again, please feel free to give suggestions about the story and tell me how you are liking it! :))