I walked back into the room. CC was watching TV.
"Babe, we need to talk." I sat on the coffie table in front of him.
He turned off the TV.
"What's up?" He raised an eyebrow.
"Okay. This is hard but, I really think I need some time alone, I am going back home, I am going home home, like, Englend home.."
"Ho- how long?"
"I don't know, but there is another part.."
"What?" He looked terified.
"I.. I dont think I am ready to be daiting you, I still think about Robert way to much and I am not ready." I looked away.
"Okay." He sighed. "Anything else?"
"I'm leaving to LA tomorrow. "
"Good luck, I hope everything works out for you."
"Thanks."
"When you are ready..?"
"I don't know how long it will take me to feel like I am ready for anyone. But until then, I think you should try to find someone new. Just in case"
"But if I don't?"
"Maybe." I sighed. "Who knows." I looked at the door. "I'll see you when I see you."
I walked out and went back to Jake.
"Can I stay with you?"
"Yeah." He half heartedly smiled.
"Okay, well, I just wanted to know, I am going to go for a walk. I'll see you in a few hours."
"Here's a room key." He handed me a card and I left.
I put in my head phones and put it on shuffle. I walked for a while when I came to a park, once I got there I found a spot where people couldent see me and I sat down. I pulled my knees up to my cheast and put my head down.
I sat around and cried for a while but my music stoped I looked and saw that my phone was dead. I sighed and got up. I put my phone in my pocket. I had been there for longer then I thought, it was getting pretty dark. I made a run for the hotel.
I am not going to lie, I felt a whole lot better once I got to the hotel. I am terrified of the dark.
I went up to Jake and Jinxx room and Jake was awake, he was laying on the pull out couch.
"Hey." He half smiled.
"Hi." I looked threw my bag and got some PJ's. I changed and laied next to Jake. "Is Jinxx asleep?"
"No, him and CC went out together."
"Oh, okay."
"You tierd?"
"Yeah." I admitted.
"Come here." He motioned for me to get close to him. I snuggled up in his arms. "Goodnight Athena."
I hope. "Night Jake." I fell right asleep.
I woke up and got all my stuff together. All the guys but CC came with me to the airport. I was flying to LA, then in a few days I would go to London.
"I'm going to miss you guys so much." I cried.
"We are going to miss you too." Andy hugged me tight.
"Tell him" I whispered in his ear.
"I'm going to soon" He whispered back in mine.
"Big Brother." I frouned and let a tear fall as I turned to Ash.
I half jumped in his arms.
"I love you Athena."
"I love you to Ash. I'm going to miss you so much." I then got close to his ear. "Tell Andy" I whispered.
"I will." He whispered back.
"Jinxxy." I hugged him tight.
"Jake." I turned but I didn't hug him. I stood looking at him for a moment. Then I jumped into his arms. "You have been the best to me and I treat you so bad. I am so sorry." I cried.
"You are amazing Athena, you are so nice, don't say that."
"Really?"
"Yes." He smiled and kissed my forehead.
I let go of Jake. "This is goodbye, for now." I whiped my eyes.
"So it is." Ash said.
"I love you guys." I smiled. "I really do."
"We all love you too."
"I have to go." I looked into the airport. "Bye guys." I hugged them all one more time and went into the airport.
I went threw security and everything then I sat down and waited twenty minutes to get bording. I got the last row and I put my headphones in and fell asleep.
