Chapter 17
Song: hallelujah, Panic! At the disco.
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Ash's P.O.V
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The weekend was over and Aron had gone home. Kellin and I sat on the couch and suddenly I felt sick.
"Kellin, can you get me some nyquil?"
"You feelin sick?"
"Yeah like super sick."
He nods and gives me a spoonful of nyquil. "Are you okay?"
"No i feel really sick."
"Lets go take a nap and see if that'll help.."
I nod. Im never sick. Like ever. So it was suprising.
I opened my eyes frantically and opened my period app.
"Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck!"
"What?"
"Kellin, my period is late.."
"We didnt have sex while on your period though??"
"We did a couple days after. I was fertile then..."
He rubs his face and grabs his keys, "Where are you going?"
"To get a pregnancy test.."
I rub my face and follow him out the door. The ride there was silence. I began to cry. I got any pregnancy test and put em on. I was still crying.
"Baby, its okay."
"What about my career. We wont have tour for several months because guess what if i have a baby it will be my main priority."
Once we got back home I took the test and put it in a cup until the 5 minutes were up. I had the regualr ones where it just showed up on the paper and one where it was technology.
The timer dinged and I picked up the test. "babe, is everything okay?" Kellin asks concerned.
The test said negative. Both of them. I exited, "it said negative."
He nods and goes back to the room. I tilt my head and say, "Kellin this is great news im not pregnant...."
"I know i was just thinking you know, it would be nice to have a child you know?"
"So you're saying that you wish I was pregnant?"
"Yes!"
I sigh and crawl over kellin,
"Im sorry."
"Its fine...Im just upset. I really want a kid...Its because im older and just yeah.."
"Baby... I didn't know...We have to talk about things like this."
I kiss him and lay over him. "Maybe the test was wrong...I'll
Try in a few weeks to see okay kellin?"
"We'd have such cute kids though."
"True..."
I sigh. It wouldnt be bad to have a kid with him..
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