Chapter 19
Song: Sleepwalking by BMTH
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Ash's p.O.V
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I heard the front door slam and yelling. Getting up slowly, i walk into the living room seeing kellin wince everytime ricky shouted.
"YOU SAID YOU WOULD PROTECT HER AND BE LOYAL BUT NO!"
"Ricky I am so sorry-"
"Fuck your apologies. Why is she even letting you stay?!?"
"I-I dont know.."
I go and get some water. Ricky stops yelling and asks, "Why are you even letting him stay here, Ash?"
"For one, that isn't your business as to why I am letting him stay here and two, I didnt ask for you to come here. I can handle it myself. I just thought I'd text you and tell you."
"Do you have proof he cheated?"
"N-No, but the girl said she would send me the video of them, but he admitted to doing it!"
Ricky sighs, "you know what, this isnt any of my business...You guys can work it out.."
He goes out the door leaving us in silence. I put the water down and whisper, "It's just a dent in our relationship, its just a dent in our relationship."
"Ash?"
"What?"
"Im so sorry, I just...I wasnt thinking and I take full responsibility. I want to be with you... I promise on my grave... I want to be with you and raise this child
With you..."
I shake my head. "Kellin...Im sorry. I just cant process the fact that you had sex with another girl. We cant do this. We can co parent once the baby is here. Maybe you should just pack some of your stuff and stay at justins.. I can text him for you."
"N-No, Ash you're all i need... Ash dont do this. please.."
"Kellin its best if you just go while you can!" I begin to cry seeing tears roll down his face.
He sighs and storms off to the room. I hear a suitcase hit the wooden floor and clothes being thrown into the suitcase.
Kellin comes out with the suitcase, "Just meet me here for the doctors apointment tomorrow.."
He shakes his head, "Ash, cant we work this out.."
"I'll see you tomorrow kellin."
He sighs and goes out the door. I slammed my fist into the counter. Stinging immediately went to my hand.
I look at my phone, '9:00pm' flashed back at me.
I soon crawled into my bed preparing for the doctors tomorrow.
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Next day
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Kellin and I sat in the chairs. I read a magazine and he sat on his phone. Shifting in my seat, kellin looks up from his phone.
"Ash?"
"Yes?"
"Are you excited?"
"Yeah. How's Justin?"
"He's good. He hit me a lot last night. Punishment he says."
"Ah. Good."
We sat there for a little bit longer until the nurse called my name.
"Okay let me take you right this way to room 11A."
We enter the room. The nurse checks my blood pressure and smiles at kellin,
"My daughter is in love with your band..."
Kellin responds, "Tell your daughter I said hi."
"I will. Alright, Mrs. Olson, the doctor will be in here shortly.."
I nod and lay back in the hospital bed. Kellin sat next to me. He had is head in his hands. I soon heard sniffles.
"Kellin, are you okay?"
"No... Violet or Jasper is going to have a dysfunctional family!"
I shake my head, "Kellin...I love you...With all my heart, but were taking a small break. I would never leave you for good. I couldnt cope with that."
"I dont want a break....Please, Ash."
I sigh. The doctor came in and said. "I know that the nurse did all your stuff except the ultrasound."
"Yes."
"Okay. Lift up your shirt a bit. This will be cold."
She puts the gel onto my stomach and starts doing the ultrasound. "well it seems that you're about 3 months pregnant.."
"It looks like an alien..Ha ha." Kellin jokes.
The doctor gives us our photos and says, "your next apointment will be next month on the 19th hopefully you learn the sex or the due date."
I nod. She wipes off the goop and tells us goodbye.
Kellin smiles, "It's so small..."
I nod once again. I had to stay quiet.
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SUCKY CHAPTER IM SORRY IT TOOK SO LONG I JUST DYED MY HAIR AND STUFF AND IVE HAD WRITERS BLOCK!
