Chapter 27
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Song: Im Not Okay; My Chemical Romance
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Ash's POV
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I woke up to ricky sitting beside the bed. He looked at me and said in anger, "you're too young... Too young for a kid anyway and your career is just starting out..."
Wiping my eyes and sitting up, "are you serious, Ricky? You aren't the boss of me anymore. I make my own decisions and if I had that baby, you wouldn't have any say over it! You would love the baby unconditionally because thats who you are.."
He stands up, "are you pregnant now??"
"No..."
"Im just scared..I dont want you to ruin your life.."
"Well even if I was, you wouldnt have any control over it!"
I get up and push past him. Kellin stood by a bunk throwing a T-Shirt over his head. I go behind him,
"Hey baby."
"Oh shit... Jesus christ. Ash one of these days you're going to give me a heart attack."
I begin laughing giving him a peck on the lips. "That wasn't a real kiss, Ash."
"My brother is here. What time is it?"
"5:00pm... Want to go eat?"
"Sure...Mcdonalds?"
"Yeah. That means I dont have to get ready."
I throw my hair up into a bun and put on some uggs. It was cold today. He puts on a hoodie and grabs his wallet. I interlock my arm with his. Kellin smiles,
"Ricky, Peter, we'll be going to mcdonalds, want anything?"
"No." Ricky says sitting on the couch with peter. I point at peter, "no."
Peter was really sad. So was I, but I didnt like to mope around. I hug peter and whisper, "She's always with us, P... I lovw you."
"I love you too, ash."
We exit the bus. As we walked on the sidewalk. Kellin took my hand.
He studied it like it were some magic device.
"You're hands are cute." He compliments.
"Haha. Thank you."
He smirks at me. we enter the mcdonalds and order our food. After eating we went back to the bus. I walked in and seen peter making a toaster strudel in the toaser and one in the microwave. He wiped something from his face and lowered his head.
I stand by peter and say, "C'mon lets go to your bunk.."
He walks in front of me and soon crawls into his bunk. I close the curtain and go into the living space where kellin was sitting.
"Is he okay?"
"No. He's taking misty's death pretty hard."
"Can you believe its going to be 5 months that we've been together?"
"Yeah. In a week.."
"What do you want for our anniversary?"
"Nothing kellin. Really. What do you want?"
"Nothing."
"We can watch movies, have sex, then have morning sex and-"
"Or we can just have sex yeah?"
"Nahhhhh thats uneventful. You have to make it exciting."
"Everything is exciting when im with you."
I lay my head on his shoulder until we heard a loud knock on the door. I go to it and see Kara with Oli.
Karas nose flared in anger. Oliver just stood there looking at his shoes. Kara snarls, "You left me! You left me on the side of the road!"
"Well that wouldnt be the first time... It wont be the last either. Maybe next time youll end up possibly dead! Im not afraid of going to prison for murder!"
"C'mon we just need to work this out-" oli says, but I soon interrupt.
"Oli you have no room to say 'We need to work this out.' You can already see that her and I are never going to forgive eachother. Goodbye."
I slam the door, but once again there was a knock. I groan and open the door, "WHAT?!?"
"Woah," Ava says in defense. "Chillax bruh."
"Sorry, Kara just came here."
"Oh... Well can I come in?"
"Yeah yeah."
I move out of the way. She comes in and sighs, "is peter here?"
"Yeah hes sleeping though."
"Okay..."
She goes to his bunk. I sigh.
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SO IM GOING TO FAST FORWARD IN THE NEXT CHAPTER LIKE 5 MONTHS AHEAD OKAY? OKAY COOL!
