Chapter 20
Song: Ride Lana Del Rey
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Ash's P.O.V
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After the doctors appointment kellin and I hung out talking about the baby.
"I think we should get the crib and paint and stuff." Kellin suggests.
"Okay, but I already know what color I want the room to be.."
"Black. I know."
"And dark purple or red."
I grab my keys and my wallet, "Lets go."
"Right now?"
"Yes, I want to get the stuff now so we have it ahead of time."
I stop in my tracks feeling cramps. Kellin stops too,
"are you okay?"
"I need to go to the bathroom real quick."
I rush to the bathroom and pull down my pants. There was a bunch of blood on my underwear. i took them off to blood dripping down my leg making a puddle on the floor.
Covering my mouth kellin knocks, "Is everything okay?"
"Uh y-yeah... Ill be out in a sec..."
I search for a towel, of course there were none. I heard the door open and a gasp.
"Oh my god."
"Kellin I dont know what happened. Its all my fault. Its all my fault!"
Tears rushed down my face, kellin hugged me and kissed my head, "No its not..."
"Get a towel please..."
He gets a towel and begins to clean it up.
"I need some air."
I put on some new underwear and shorts. Going out to the balcony, I look down and think, "This wouldn't be bad."
I put my leg over it and put my other leg over. My hands gripped the bar tightly, "Just one last breath...You can end it all, just. Jump."
I was going to let go but felt arms wrap around my waist and me fall on someone. "why didn't you let me go?!? I deserve to die.."
I suck in my tears that rolled down ym cheek. I look at kellin who was crying too. Leaning my head on his chest he whispers, "Don't let go..."
My words slipped slowly, "I wont let go."
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Short but sad chapter I just felt like something traumatic should happen so they could be brought back together. OKAY HOPE YOU LIKED IT!
