2D'S POV
I lay on my bed thinking about everything my mum had told me earlier today before she headed out to work. I thought she would help me to make my decision but something inside me is still holding out hope for Murdoc to change. I just want for someone to tell me that giving him a second chance is the right thing to do but I know it's not. My mum is a prime example of what happens if I stay with him. What am I even saying? We aren't even together. I don't know what we are. I never thought feelings would get this complicated, well for me anyways. It doesn't seem like Murdoc is even capable of feelings, I don't even think he liked his own boyfriend well ex now but at the time, he always seemed to be fed up with him. How did he even get Murdoc to say yes to a relationship? I sighed knowing I would never know the answers to those questions. I began taking off my headphones and went to put them on my locker just as my bedroom door swung wide open. I jumped a mile with fright and clumsily fell off the bed.
"Wow faceache I'm impressed, already on yer knees for me huh" He smirked with his mismatched eyes gleaming at me.
"Murdoc what the fuck??!! You scared the crap out of me! I thought I was about to be murdered!!" I panted trying to catch my breath as I pulled myself back onto my bed.
"How the heck do you even keep getting in here?" I asked knowing for a fact my mum always locks the door behind her.
He shrugged "I have my ways..... the spare key under the front door mat definitely does help a bit though" he smirked again. What I wouldn't give to wipe that cocky look off his face.
"Yeah remind me to move that" I mumbled looking down to the floor feeling stupid for even hiding that key there in the first place.
"Why so glum 2D, Satan you need to lighten up a bit, here come sit on my lap and I'll make you feel better" He winked sitting himself down on the end of my bed gesturing to his lap.
I knew better than to fall for that.
"No Murdoc!! This is exactly what I was talking about yesterday!! I told you that I need time to think and then you just show up and break into my house? How is that okay to you??" I asked him still trying to process that fact that he actually just did that!
All I got was a shrug in response.
"You're really not gonna say anything?" I asked dumbfounded
"What do you want me to say D? You asked me for time to think and boom you had time and now I'm done waiting, I want an answer" He said raising his voice towards the end and standing up to walk over to where I was sitting on the bed. He was now towering above me. I gulped. I didn't like feeling smaller than him. He looked way more intimidating from this angle. Not to mention I was at perfect eye level with his crotch, I instantly looked down at the floor not knowing where my eyes should be.
He grabbed my chin and tilted it up so that I was directly looking at him, stroking my cheek he leaned down inches from my face, I could feel his hot breath against my face as he said "C'mon Bluebird, don't you miss me, don't you miss the way that I take care of you, don't you miss being mine." His other hand squeezed my thigh. I felt my whole body melt into his touch.
"Y-y-yes" I whimpered.
He leaned in and kissed me softly, it was the first gentle kiss I think he had ever given me. It took me a moment to even realise what was happening before I kissed back. His lips felt so soft against mine. I was completely lost for words. I had forgotten just how much I wanted him. How he could make me feel a million things with just one kiss. How I would let him do anything he wanted to me if it meant he would kiss me like that again.
He pulled back and smirked "glad that's sorted, now I need to get going" He began walking towards my door.
I was snapped out of my trance and brought straight back to reality.
"W-w-wait Murdoc where are you going?" I had let him manipulate my emotions once again, but I wasn't gonna let him leave without putting down some ground rules for whatever this relationship is.
"Huh?" he looked confused "None of yer darn business where I'm off to" He frowned looking insulted that I had even dared to ask him such a question.
"Wait please I just um want to say somethings before um you go" I said feeling nervous again, I never knew what side of him I was gonna get responding to me.
"Fine, go on then will ya" He said leaning against the door frame.
God he looked so sexy.
"Eh well, I just wanna know for definite that you aren't gonna hit me anymore or you aren't gonna be really mean to me, I don't like it when you shout at me and you can't keep giving me all these mixed signals I just can't take it anymore" I let out a small cry of defeat.
"Yeah fine whatever" He huffed.
I cried a little more hearing how ingenuine he sounded. He must have noticed my tears as he came over and sat beside me, turning my head to look at him. He wiped away my tears and kissed me again. My stomach lit up with butterflies and all my heartache fell away. After a minute he pulled away giving me a small kiss on the forehead "be good" he whispered as he pulled away heading out the bedroom door.
I sat there and touched my forehead with my fingers, had he really just kissed me there or was I still in a trance?
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2Doc, a Time Bomb
Fanfiction• High School AU • 2D dreads having to go to school everyday because of his bullies. However he has a huge crush on their leader, Murdoc, the problem is Murdoc has a boyfriend and he's constantly beating 2Ds ass. 2D doesn't understand his feelings...
