my sanity

time changes everything

time changes everything

seriously

I am nearing 70 years old

and

the changes I have seen

are un-fucking-believable

I remember reading 

Tom Swift

novels when I was in my early teens

and thinking

WOWWWWWWWWWWW

UNBELIEVABLE

But

now looking back

it has all come true

and you know what scares me the most?

I don't give a shit about me

let' face it

I'll be dead in 10 years or so

BUT

I do care about my kids

BUT not even them as much as I care about my

GRANDCHILDREN

look at the world today

we had a hand in this

and

did we ever fuck it up

and

there is no solution

government just keep 

fucking the dog

and looking where to place the blame

for fuck sakes

I have often tried to imagine the world in 

100 years from now

and

I can't

I seriously fucking can't

(tears)

I can't

(wiping away tears)

what the fuck have we done