my sanity

fingers crossed

I have no regrets

what's done is done

and the past is just that

the past

and 

in all honesty

if I had the chance to do it all again

I wouldn't change a thing

After all 

fate dictates that even if we take a different path

we return to the main road

at specific times

for specific events

that change our lives

and no matter how many times

we leave that road

we always return

I know my road is coming to an end

I can see the rise ahead of me

but I am in no hurry

to reach that pinnacle

I still see a few paths

some a little overgrown

some crowded

some clear

but all an opportunity to write another page

in my life's story

I am aware of my own mortality

I am not afraid

I have not always done the right things in life

but neither have I always did the wrong things

I like to believe

that my see-saw

is level

and

I can go over that pinnacle

with my head held high

and

my fingers crossed