The Badboy And The Nerd | ATEEZ

Chapter 6 : The Break Up

San looked at Seonghwa with a blurry eye sight and gulped hard as he finally got back up on his trembling legs and spoke in an low, raspy voice, "I have gotten hurt so many times already.. I don't wants to get hurt anymore and especially not from the person whom I loves so dearly." He took a deep breath as he gulped hard and holds onto his arm.

Seonghwa looked confused at him and got up as well, "w-what do you mean?" Tears slowly began to build up in his eyes as he were fearing to hear those painful words..

San slowly peeked up at him, he bite onto his lower lip in case not to break down and spoke, "I.. I'm breaking up.. with you." His voice were low and husky. Seongwha felt how the world suddenly stopped spinning and tears slowly began to fall down his red cheeks.

He shook his head and wrapped his arms around San's slim body, "please.. I beg you San.. don't say those words.." San tried to hold back his tears as he gently placed both his hands on Seonghwa's chest and lightly pushed him away from his embrace and silently shook his head, "...no." That were the last word he said before he broke down in tears and ran off, leaving Seonghwa broken and alone by the bridge, crying hardly.

A few days after the break up, San had been trying to avoid Seonghwa. He stayed at home for a few days before he decided to go back to school, but never wanted to give any attention to the gossiping students there still kept talking about him and Seonghwa dating and some talked about how Seonghwa rejected him that day.

All those words the students spoke were all painful and it all reminds San of that day where he forced himself to break up with Seonghwa. He never expected him falling so badly for the Badboy of the school, he were in doubt at first but decided to believe in every sweet and loving word he spoke, but how he regret it all.

Seonghwa on the other hand have been staying quiet ever since the break up. Every time he spots San on his way towards school or on his way back home, he feels his heart breaking into a thousand pieces as he knew that he were no longer able to approach him like he used to, he were no longer allowed to walk side by side with him anymore.

It happened this day as well, he stood with his gang members, just leaning up against the wall with both his arms crossed over his chest while he looked down, remaining silent and unmoving. The gossiping suddenly began once again and he peeked up to see San walking towards the entrance of the school, not looking up at anyone around him, he were only focused on entering the school.

Unexpectedly, San peeked up to get eye contact with Seonghwa for a few seconds before he looked back down as he entered the school's building.

Seonghwa gulped hard as he felt how his eye sight slowly began to get blurry. Days had passed, but he were still unable to get San out of his mind and heart..

San were silently walking down the long hallway until he stopped in front of his locker and opened it to put away some of his stuff. Suddenly an well known voice spoke behind him. He looked back over his shoulder to see Jihoon with the rest of the basketball team behind him.
"If it isn't the little gay boy?" San shook his head as he looked down, "tease me all you wants Jihoon, I do not care anymore.. I'm no longer the so called 'gay boy' so just go back to whatever you used to call me.."

Jihoon narrowed his eyes as he looked sharply at San, "it's less fun to call you nerd now, cuz deep down I still believe that you have some little gay feelings for Seonghwa, little gay boy.." San bite his lower lip as he felt trapped and hold down by Jihoon and his constant bullying. Seonghwa had once told San to just fight back, cuz he believes in him, but San knew that it were impossible for him to become so violent.

"Fine.. call me whatever you wants.." San didn't cared anymore, he felt weak and vulnerable. Jihoon smirked as he walked over towards San and pinned him up against the lockers. With only a few inches away from San, he whispered, "if you insist.. Little. Fucking. Gaylord!" He spoke the last three words harshly as he slammed his hand on the right side of San's head, making him slightly jump in shock.