I'm still sick and the first session of D&D is tomorrow...my grandma seems to think that I'm not mentally prepared for it but my body is literally horrible right now...my stomach hurts and my entire body feels weak...I have a headache and my throat is sore...the worst part is my grandma said that I just need to "get into the right mindset" LIKE HOW?!?!
I know for a fact that back in your day you didn't face half of the shit I'm going through...you don't suffer from Dysphoria or have any confusion about your gender and sexuality!!
And I'm sure as fuck that if I was born in your day like how you say "if it were like how it was when I was younger" I wouldn't have even recovered half as much as I have, the only fucking reason I'm alive is because I have people who support me on here, if the world was like how it was when you were a kid I would be treated like trash just for being part of the 2SLGBTQIA+ community, I would probably be in even worse condition, and if my parents had the views of most of the people of that time I know for a fact that I would not feel half as safe at home as I do.
So next time somebody says that the world was so much better than it is now, sure some parts are but largely no it was not.
Does anyone get where I'm coming from?
Do you feel like you have unrealistic expectations placed on you..?
I know for a fact that in music my music teacher has high expectations that I feel the need to reach...she expects me to be just as good as my mother...
I don't really know why but...I feel kinda empty...some people have called me...insensitive...or selfish...
I don't want to agree with them but I really do wonder if I am...
