2. Beneath The Mask Of Strength

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The evening arrived sooner than expected

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The evening arrived sooner than expected. Draped in my own company, I stood still, my gaze sweeping over the house as the Singhania staff and family buzzed around, creating a lively, festive atmosphere. The scent of fresh flowers mingled with the soft hum of voices, yet a quiet ache still pressed heavily against my chest. The weight of loss had a familiar hold on me, especially after the morning's rituals for my parents. But there was something else-beneath the sadness, a subtle hum of excitement and a nervous flutter in my stomach.

It was strange, this mix of emotions. A part of me ached for what I'd lost-what I would never get back-but another part, perhaps one I hadn't noticed before, was proud. Proud of the woman I had become, the resilience I had found in just a year. A year ago, I would've let the grief consume me, but today... today I was celebrating. Not just the festivities around me, but the quiet strength I had discovered within myself.

As the makeup artist and stylist moved around me with precision, perfecting every detail, I watched them through the mirror, a tangle of emotions churning in my chest. The sadness, always there, clung to me like a second skin, but there was also a sense of triumph. I was still here, standing strong, despite the pain. Despite everything.

Looking at my reflection, I realised this wasn't just a celebration for those around me-it was a celebration for me. For surviving. For evolving. I wasn't the same person I was a year ago. And while the loss still haunted me, I couldn't help but acknowledge the quiet pride swelling inside. I had come this far. And that, in itself, was worth honouring.

As I prepared to make my way downstairs, dressed in the luxurious attire Anika had sent, I felt a surge of strength, almost as if her presence were with me. The gown was perfect, elegant yet modern, a true reflection of how deeply she understood me. The way it highlighted every intricate detail, making me look regal yet effortlessly contemporary, was a reminder of our bond. The thigh chain added just the right touch of Gen Z flair, making the outfit feel distinctly mine.

The dress hugged my body in all the right places, accentuating my curves with a precision that made me pause. The silk draped effortlessly over me, the fabric flowing like liquid, yet somehow managing to cling to every contour. It was stunning, but I couldn't ignore the flicker of insecurity that crept in as I looked at myself. Lately, I haven't been as consistent with my diet or workouts; the weight of grief and the demands of work have drained me of any motivation. I'd let myself go, or at least that's what I told myself in moments of guilt.

I ran my hands over the smooth material, feeling both empowered and exposed. The dress was bold, unapologetic in the way it highlighted my hips and waist, areas I had avoided focusing on for weeks. It was as if Anika knew, even without me saying a word, that I needed this. That I needed a reminder of who I was beyond the pain, the exhaustion, the self-doubt.

I had ignored myself for too long, pouring everything into work and burying myself in the past, but tonight... tonight felt different. The guilt still lingered, but as I stared at my reflection, I realized that I couldn't keep punishing myself for slipping up. This wasn't just about how I looked-it was about remembering my worth, reclaiming the confidence I had allowed to wane.

𝙏𝙃𝙀 𝙇𝙊𝙑𝙀'𝙎 𝘿𝙀𝘾𝙀𝙋𝙏𝙄𝙊𝙉 (18+)Where stories live. Discover now