i see flannel shirts and they remind me of you,
fun-loving, carefree was the person i fell in love with
but you are so different now, (and i don't mind one bit because i love you all the same)
you barely spend time with me even though it's been four years; we are together but nothing seems the same; perfunctory kisses and no light in your eyes, it gets me all scared for you
i look at you and all i see is red
it's like forcing my heart to bleed;
tea on the table and i can see the wisps of smoke soaring,
the weather isn't as cold as you
now you are an intoxicated star in my pretty nightsky, but i still don't want to say goodbye
chipped nails and eyebags,
golden shadows of hope,
ashes of our blurry memories,
all collapsed at your feet;
the word 'forever' gives me déjà vu
'i will stay as long as you need me' is better than forever atleast.
history l i e s, they are all lies
but i have an iron will-
i'll stay but i wish i could hold you
however the question is,
would you let me?
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Poetrya short compiled book of poems regarding feelings and answers to unasked questions; apart from poems it might also contain some small pieces of texts, thoughts mostly they are; don't even know if these will make any sense to you but to me they sure...
