Wild hearts run free (Joe Elliott fanfic)

Ch27 Finding oneself/Girl's night out pt1

********All warnings apply smut and I had a lot of fun with this chapter having Sav strip so enjoy

As I said I had been sitting there with Isabel. It had been three days and she hadn't stirred or anything. "Bell Oi know Oi haven't been meself this past year or so but Oi want you to know Oi love you. You were the best thing dat ever happened to me. Oi never was supposed to 'ave children. Oi know you weren't happy with some of the decisions me and yer da made but we thought it was best. Some days Oi can't believe you made it this far and Oi know we're not perfect parents and yer da wasn't around much but he loves you. People tried to take you from me and yer da but we fought tooth and nail for you."

I started to curl my finger around hers. "Sometimes Oi felt like Oi
wanted to give up or give you up. Oi know recently things look
pretty bad between da and Oi. Oi've been a bit depressed and started
ignoring what was important. You are so much like yer da. It drives
him nuts. Oi wish Oi could trade places with you. Yer me little
miracle. When Oi had a nervous breakdown Oi know you think Oi
abandoned you and yer da. Oi didn't. Oi felt Oi needed to get me head
put back on straight so Oi could be a better person. Oi guess Oi
failed in it. Oi pushed yer da so far and we probably won't be able
to fix it this time."

I felt Joe's hand on my shoulder. "Don't blame yerself Elizabeth." I
sat up and turned to him. He squatted down in front of me. "We're in
this together. I'm sorry dat I hit you. I know sorry isn't gonna cut
it. So I 'ave a rather large apology at the house for you. Dat is if
yer willing to except it."

"Oi can't leave her. What if she wakes up?"

"Lep she'll come around in her own time. Trust me she's got yer
blood and mine going through her. She's strong and will bounce back.
Now you on the other hand yer no good to her tired and hungry."

"You don't even care. You haven't been here. You've been in dat
bloody studio. Oi thought Oi could handle you being a rock star but
Oi can't anymore. Oi'm sorry for dat and Oi don't want to damage you
or the band anymore then Oi already have."

"Honey any damage to me or the band we did to ourselves. I haven't
been in the studio all this time. Yes during the day we've been
working on and off with it then I would come here. I just didn't
want you to know I was here yet. Lep I do care but I also care about
yer health. When you got up and pushed me it made me mad but I
realized something. I caught a glimpse of dat spunky Irish woman I
fell in love with. I didn't think I'd ever see her again. When you
got out of the mental ward you were someone else. I felt it
everytime I touched you. But now yer getting back to dat woman dat
doesn't take shit. Dat's what I love so much about you. You and I
are the same. We see something we go for it no matter what. I lost
sight of it once but you made me fight you every step of the way
back. Our blood runs so thick through one another's veins we end up
feeling ever little thing the other one is."

I looked at him as he put his hand in mine. He was holding a small
blade in his hand. When he took my hand in his he squeezed it into
the blade. Without a word he dropped it and we pressed our hands
together. My hand had just healed from the glass somewhat. He licked
the few drops that flowed onto my wrist.

He squeezed my hand a bit more and held it to my lips. "This is like
something out of a gothic novel." He gave me a serious look. He put
my hand to my lips and I stuck my tongue on his wrist and licked the
trail of blood there. "Sugary."

He laughed. "Ok stop. I'm trying to be serious here. I love you and
if yer willing to forgive me for being an incentive arse for once
maybe we can try again for a baby or whatever."

"Joe Oi don't need a baby to fill the emptiness inside of me. Oi
need you and yer wild heart. We should count our blessings." He
reached back with his free hand and grabbed a chair. He pulled it up
and now was sitting in front of me in it.

"Will you walk with me?" He said softly. Our hands still tightly
together.

"Oi will always walk with you." I said as he placed a bandana between our hands and wrapped it around both hands. Now we both held it together between our hands. "Oi love you." I whispered as our noses touched and rubbed.