Wild hearts run free (Joe Elliott fanfic)

Ch44 Life goes on

*****All warnings apply smut

So I had a long talk with Bell to discover she was confused on what
she wanted. All her friends where non virgins so I let her in on the
secrets I learned as a lad. "Listen half yer friend's probably never
done anything. It's a very common know fact dat if you talk about it
you never done it."

Everything I said to her seemed to go in one ear and out the other.
I found myself talking to myself so I lowered myself to her
level. "Ok so dat's not going to work. How about this then? Say you
shag this Randy fellow who you think respected you blah, blah.
Suddenly you discover yer pregnant at 16. Now being yer da I love
you and will support you but suppose I get angry and tell you now 'ave
to live out yer life with this lad because I force marriage on you. Yer
suddenly on yer own with a screaming baby now what?"

"I see yer point. Da I just really want to experiment."

"I see dat baby girl but yer playing with fire when it comes to lads
such as Randy."

"So no Rory, no Randy what can I do?"

"Darlin I'm not saying you can't date but you need to check yer
hormones before it leads to something else. Coming from a man I'll
tell you it can lead to leading someone on and rape."

"What about you and mum?"

"What about us? I loved yer mum more than the air I breathe and
still do. I respected her and treated her like a woman should be. We
never really had lots of money but just sitting at a pound talking,
joking, laughing, playing was enough for us. I never took us
seriously until we were in our 20's late 20's at dat."

"You raped mum and I was the result. What about dat?" I looked at
her shocked. "Stormy told me when I was eight."

"Stormy was a lying, militating, rich hungry bitch." She
laughed. "Seriously if it wasn't for her lying to me about you and
yer mum I never would have married her. Did she tell ya dat?"

"No. What she tell you?"

"I felt bad dat I got yer mum pregnant the way I did. I wasn't ready
to settle down and she accepted it. Stormy didn't and filled my
crazy, drug invested drunken brain with bullocks and I fell for it.
Like yer mum was only after me for money. Cheated on me with yer
Uncle Rick. When I found out she made yer mum go into premature
labor and you were born an alcoholic it broke me into a million
pieces and I threw meself in rehab. But Stormy was determined to
get me. After few months into it she came in saying you were dead
and yer mum ran off with Rick not caring you died or about me. I
fell for it hook line and sinker."

"But you found out otherwise right?"

"Yeah but something's habit can get ya right where it hurts and you
start believing it all and it's as good as its gonna get. So out of a
nasty habit I basically thought I was head over heels in love with
the wrong person and I paid for it with years of sharing custody of
you and for dat I'm sorry."

"I always liked it when you and mum were together. You'd always play
with each other but I hated Stormy with a passion. Still don't see
why you married her and stayed with her for nine years."

"Because love is blind comes in many shapes and forms. One day I
fear you will much like me learn it all the hard way. I can try all
I want to but you 'ave to learn it on yer own. So with much regret
and fear all I can say is to you is be careful. I will always be
there for you if you need me. Yer going on sixteen soon and god help
me..."

"Da I know. I'll make a promise to you on one condition."

"What's dat?"

"Let me started dating, stop hitting or threaten me boyfriends and
I will promise I will not rush the sex. If I need yer help I will
come to you deal." I looked at this very attractive smart girl
almost woman and agreed to it. Only a few years later it back fired
on me and she turned against both Beth and I. Anyway it wasn't my favorite
chose but it was better than seeing her abused and possibly
pregnant. Little did I know.

That girl was so knifing and sometimes I couldn't see where she got
it from. Get to all that later in a different chapter. When I came to
bed Beth said, "You talk to her?"

"Ahe."

"Well?"

"We came to an agreement. Night luv." I kissed her and without a
word we fell asleep at least I did. I rolled over in the middle of
the night and Beth was gone. I sat up rubbing my eyes and looked at
the alarm clock and it was 1 am.

I got up and heard voices downstairs. I put my sweats on because
normal I didn't wear a thing to bed. So I went down stopping halfway
down when I heard Sav's voice. "I just don't understand Paige. I
mean when I was with you, when you were pregnant with Ky it was
different. Why can't you give me another change?"

"Rick Oi know for a fact you wouldn't have been happy with me. Every
pregnant woman is different. As a matter of fact, all women are
different. Look at you Oi never seen you so happy. As Oi recall we
really didn't do much. Oi bet you told Joe we shagged?" I leaned
against the wall with a smirk on my face.

"Yeah." He chuckled. "Told him it just to piss him off. It was funny
we never actually shagged until dat foursome. It was worth the wait.
God Beth, can't you see I love you. I should of said it then. I
thought you were to damn good for me."

"Oi don't understand. You said you loved me yet you used me just
like all the other males did. Even Joseph used me to get at me
girlfriends. Oi thought you were different from everyone else. You
proved all men 'ave the same weakness pussy."

My mouth dropped hearing her say that word. I never ever heard her
say that word. "I really didn't think you felt dat way to me and I
fell in love with Paige. Now I see..."

"Richard listen to yerself in love with Paige. You know where me
heart was and is. Even though Joe is still an arse Oi love him.
You 'ave to 'ave patients. You 'ave to understand Paige feels alone
in this and 'aving another baby is going to be even harder. Oi tell
you if it wasn't for the help Oi got from Nick, Joe's parents and me
mum Oi never would of made the first years alone with Isabel. The
only one in the band with balls enough to help me was Rick. Joe only
started being interested when his wife got under his skin."