Love, me.

Undeniable

Rae

I laid in bed, trying to act nonchalant about my current state. It was uncharacteristic of me to have asked to bunk in with a crush, let alone lying naked on her bed. I had no idea what possessed my actions today, but we had a relatively quiet night at work, and I had allowed myself to be tormented by the thoughts of wondering how it would feel like to feel George's lips on mine.

After the last sexual encounter at home with Erik, it did not feel right to engage in another sexual activity with him. We had continued spending time with my family without them noticing a change in my behaviour with him. When it was time for me to head back to my current reality, we sat in silence as I stared out of the window as he drove me to the airport.

"Rae." His quiet voice disturbed the peace I had felt as I focused on the passing landscape. "Are we going to be okay?" He asked, with a crack in his voice.

"Yes we are," I lied, closing my eyes hoping he would not see my glistening eyes. "I think I just need some space to think." I whispered sadly, hoping he would agree with me.

As we approach the airport, he pulled me into an embrace as I hugged him back. 

"I'll be waiting here for when you return." He looks at me before giving me a peck on my lips, and I turned towards the check-in counter, ready to address the unspoken feelings I had for a certain brunette.

When I headed back to work, I was disappointed when I saw that we were not on the same team for a week. I had caught glimpses of her as she attended to emergency calls throughout the hospital or was engaging in a procedure whenever I came to work. It was as if this invisible chasm was growing between us, ever since I failed to reply to her last text message. She could have texted me again, but she did not, and I was wondering why.

Unable to help myself, I decided to bite the bullet and texted her, knowing that she had the next few days of not having to go to work. Curiosity was eating me up as I really had a deep desire to learn more about her, apart from the desperate need of wanting to get physical with her.

But when she entered her room with only her towel, which did take my breath away, my bravado somehow decided to abandon me too. The look on her face was terrifying; it was reserved for rude patients and incompetent fellow healthcare workers. I had always hoped I never get to be on the receiving end of it, yet, here I am, helpless and naked in her bed as her scowl deepened. She had not realised that I had spotted a fleeting look of desire and yearning in her eyes as she was taking in the scene before her, before that scary look took over.

I reached out to her, my eyes begging for her acceptance. As she reached out to me, I impatiently pulled her towards me and tossed her towel away, and marvelled at her toned body and the crisp tan lines. My eyes landed on the scars on her hip and legs and as I traced my fingers over them, I could not help myself and told her how beautiful she was and kissed her tentatively.

As I watched her close her eyes when I leaned in towards her, I was surprised by how soft her lips were, and how amazing she tasted and smelt. The familiar sandalwood scent heightened my desire as I deepened my kiss. Her hands found their way to my hair as she pulled me closer to her, her needs evident to me. Taking control, I straddled her as kissed her neck, eliciting a moan from her. My hands found her breasts as I marvelled at how nicely shaped they are. As I lowered my tongue onto her nipple and tasted her, she arched her back and moaned as she guided my free hand to her wetness.

I was shocked to her reaction to me, and I began to feel a little more confident in my actions. As I stopped to lower myself towards her wetness, unsure of what to do next, she got up abruptly and straddled me, taking back the control she momentarily lost.

"What do you want?" she growled at me as she pinned my arms above my head easily with one arm, staring into my eyes. Her pupils were dilated and her breaths came out short and rapid as she tried to recover from my earlier assault on her.

"I missed you and I just wanted to be close to you today." I admitted shyly, aware of the rush of blood flooding my cheeks.

Her pupils dilated as she lowered herself onto my neck, licking and teasing the skin behind my ears as if drawn by a banner that flashed 'sweet spot'. I let out a soft sigh as the pleasure I felt was indescribable. I had waited and dreamed for this moment for the last six months, I thought to myself. 

A moan escaped my lips as I felt her sucking on my nipple and playing with the other; I had never experienced anything like this. Before I could register the sensation of her fingers on my nipple, I felt a pressure against my throbbing core. As her skin connected with my wetness, a jolt of pleasure rushed through me as she continued using her hip in a circular motion against my clit as her mouth and fingers focused on my nipples. 

"George..." I moaned. "I need you now". As she set my nipples free, she lowered herself and started sucking my clit, driving me insane as I moaned her name, which only drove her to lick and suck on me faster as her fingers entered me as I pushed her head closer to me, knowing that my climax was nearing .

I exploded in bliss as yelled out her name, my tiredness, confusion and sadness leaving me. As she pulled herself up beside me, a small smile tugged onto the corner of her mouth, and she looked absolutely hot. I pulled her close to me for a kiss before snuggling into the crook of her arm as she lazily drew circles on my breast, watching my nipples stiffen up again.

"Did you enjoy that?" She asked, cocking her eyebrows at me. I looked up at her and noted a smug look I had never seen before plastered across her face.

"It was mindblowing." I admitted, and her she broke out into a toothy grin which grew on me.

"Glad to be of service ma'am," she drawled as she withdrew her arm and positioned herself above me once more.

This time, she kissed me tenderly on my lips, before switching her attention to my breasts where my nipples responded to her mouth instantaneously before making her way down to my naval. I sucked in a breath, waiting in anticipation to what she had in mind.

She then proceeded to drop little kisses onto my inner thighs as I instinctively drew them together, drawing pressure to my still sensitive clit, and my breathing rapidly increasing. She pushed them apart again, and this time kissing my throbbing clit. I almost wept tears of joy, as I watch her revering my womanhood, giving her the most tender kisses.

An urgent need rose within me as I let out a guttural growl.

"Eat me now." I demanded unabashedly as I felt her lips on my wetness, gently kissing it and tasting me ever so gently. As I reached to pull her head closer to me, gently pushed my hands away and looked up at me with a bemused expression.

"Patience is a virtue, have you not heard of that?" she teased me, exhaling onto my clit. The warm air from her drew shudders of pleasure as it connected with my exposed clit as she rose to speak to me.

"George..." I whined, craving to feel her on my wetness again.

"You are so delicious, you know that? I just want to enjoy you a little." She continued licking and teasing me. The pressure built and I lifted my pelvis towards her. She slid her fingers into me, increasing in intensity as she hit my G-spot each time she reentered.

"I coming!" I gasped as she quickly repositioned herself as she lifted on of my legs over her shoulders and urgently rode on me, her wetness connecting with mine. The feeling was indescribable. As she grinded me, a feeling of ecstasy washed through me as we both climaxed together. 

I had never felt so connected with another person but when we entered the throes of pleasure together, I knew that it was undeniable that my feelings for her would only grow stronger. When I looked at her, her piercing brown eyes caught my gaze. I did not know what was in her mind then, but I knew I was quickly falling in love with her.