gabby🎀.
today is game day and do i have a good feeling about this ?? absolutely not and the worse part about it is im holding jackie.
we walked into the court and waited for them to jump for the ball.
"im sorry" jackie said looking at me.
"its whatever.. you feel how you feel and that's fine" i said.
"it's not how i feel baby. i didn't mean it like that".
"well you said it like that & the sh** hurt me" i said.
"look can you wait up for me after the game so we can talk ?" she asked and nneka hit the ball to jewell and we ran down court.
she passed me the ball and i drove in laying up and i knocked jackie down. she looked up at me shocked. oh tf well.
"is she okay ?" i heard aja asked.
TIME SKIP🫶🏾.
it's 4th quarter 65-69. i ran down court and guarded jackie she passed the ball and i could feel her elbow go into my stomach making me fall.
"sh** you good baby ?" she asked as i felt her hands tap my hip.
"you okay ?" jewell asked.
"yeah" i said as they helped me up.
"im so sorry mama ian mean too" jackie said.
"it's fine" i said walking to our bench.
after the game we walked into the locker room and coach gave us a pep talk.. or more like a lecture.
"gabby are you and jackie okay ?" skylar asked.
"nope we argued last night so" i shrugged.
i finished changing and headed out and i saw the aces team.. they excitedly yelled for me to come over to them.
"HEY GABBYYY" tiff yelled hugging me.
"hey guys" i smiled.
"you did good boo but we know you can play better than that" chelsea said.
"thank you and yeah i just haven't been feeling the same lately" i said.
"are you and jack okay ? cus i noticed that your avoiding her and stuff" aja said.
"yeah" i said.
"jack what did you do to gabby ?" kelsey asked.
"that interview i did.. she felt like i was tryna belittle her. she got really upset about it and it wasn't even like that" jackie said making me laugh.
"not gone lie i thought the same thing. what you said was a little too far jack" syd said.
"we can tell it really hurt you like the lack of confident we could definitely tell" queen said.
"i'm sorry okay i didn't mean to hurt your feelings or belittle you. yk how i feel about you gabby as a basketball player as well" jackie said.
"please tell us your still coming to the club with us" syd said.
"idk guys. im not really in a party mood" i sighed.
"okay but you going home to be depressed isn't gonna make it better" aja said.
"jackie wth is wrong with you ??" kelsey said.
"it was good seeing you guys! oh and congratulations on the win you guys deserve it. i'll see y'all later" i said.
"no gabby come back" tiff said.
"yeah way to go jackie" aja said.
"i can't believe you said that about her. and you so call love her ???" tiffany said.
jackie💋.
the team let it be known that what i said in the interview was to far. and i took the time to go back and watch it and tbh it was definitely way to far.
i grabbed my phone and texted gabby. ik she's probably sleeping and if not she's still gonna ignore it.
wifey🦋: hey mama.. i just wanna say im sorry & ik i've said it a million times but i really am. going back to watch that interview made me realize your point of view and your right. i went too far. i never meant to hurt you or belittle you i was so caught up in tryna stay positive for my team. you know how i feel about you and yk how proud of you i am & you will ALWAYS be good enough. im so sorry for what i said. your worthy, your good enough & you always will be🖤.
i sent the message and sighed. i really had nobody cus the team mad at me for what i said too and ion blame em.
"we're glad you finally see it from her point a view. we know you didn't mean to hurt her but we gotta figure out how to get her to understand" aja said.
"we supposed be in the club throwing a** right now" queen said making us look at her.
"that's not the point right now queen" kelsey said.
"oh right my bad" she said.
"i never meant to hurt her.. and seeing her so hurt and lose her confidence really breaks my heart" i said through tears.
"we know she just needs time to figure out her feelings" kelsey said hugging me.
after changing, i went home and showered. honestly was just ready to go to sleep cus my life is a mess right now.
the girl i love most hates me & ionk what else to do. she's such an amazing and talented person and just so caring and hurting her the way i did really makes me question the kind of person i am & i hope that she can forgive me.
i showered and brushed my teeth and then got into bed. i'm hoping that tuesday she take what i said and prove to me that she is so talented. ik what she can do but ion want what i said to effect her game or the the reason they lose.
wifey🦋: good night my love🖤. i hope you sleep well. ik what i said was wrong and i take full accountability for it! your amazing and i hope you never forget that! your a beast and you gone be good 🤞🏾🤞🏾.
i texted the gc back afterwards cus they always text at the last minute lol.
the aces🖤:
tiffany: queen, imma need my headband back tomorrow.
queen: okay i'll bring it to practice tomorrow.
aja: why do we wait til like 1 a.m. to text ??
chelsea: ong like why ??
tiffany: cus i need it back and im not gone remember tomorrow. not that serious 🙄.
jackie: yall h*ll 😭😭. guys please gts lol we know how cranky tiff gets when she ain't get enough sleep.
tiffany: im not even that grouchy 😒.
kelsey: LIARR.
syd: bruh good tf night 🤣🤣🤣.
i laughed and shook my head putting my phone on the charger. they make me sick but no matter what im going through they gone make me laugh and i love that about them.
chapter 9🙃! jackie did so good last night🥹.. but gabby didn't play to her full potential! hopefully she'll find that confidence tomorrow! but do yall think she's overreacting for not forgiving jackie ?? lmk! vote and comment💋!
