gabby🎀.
"so can i beat at her a** now ?" jordan asked.
"im so sorry bestie.. she is not for you" jewell said.
i felt my phone vibrate making me shake my head cus please leave me tf alone.
jackie: baby answer the phone. im sorry bro it was a mistake please 🥺🥺.
aja: gabby bro we love tf out you it was mistake fr. we wasn't thinking text us back.
kelsey: GABRIELLE we're sorryyyy 🥺. please come back we need to talk.
TIFFANY: FRIENDDD 🥺🥺🥺. im sorryyyyy.
i shook my head and put my phone on dnd cus please dpmo. none of em gaf about when when she did wtf she did so don't care now.
"every time i watch this video it p*ss me off" ezi said.
"ong like we don't even gaf about the lap dance but the fact that YOU kissed her. a whole make out please dpmo fr" jordan said.
"and the fact that her teammates hyped ts up when they knew. like yall basically besties with gabby and yall let jackie hurt her like that" nneka said.
"and they had no words ??" skylar asked.
"not really but they were tryna get me to stay and it was just all too much my head was cluttered and my heart was broken" i said.
"well yk we're here for you bestie" jewell said.
"ik.. thank you guys for flying down here for me. i felt so alone and ian have no one so" i said.
"ofc yk we got you forever" nneka said.
we heard a knock on the door so i got up and walked to the door. i saw nika making me smile.
"omg hi" i said bending down to lightly hug her.
"girl you should've texted me i would've came to get you." i said as i grabbed her stuff.
"thank you" she smiled. she was on crutches so i patiently waited for her to get inside before setting her stuff down and closing the door.
"how are you ?" i asked her.
"im okay.. yk still very grateful no matter the circumstances" she said making me smile. i love nika she's so sweet and so positive.
"no boo how are you ??" she asked me.
"i just exist at this point" i said shrugging.
"im so sorry" she said hugging me tightly.
"thank you" i said and she nodded.
a few minutes later we heard another knock but jordan and skylar answered it.
"ohh just the right one h** i wanna beat yo a** for what you did to gabby" jordan yelled. i quickly got up as i watched skylar struggle to pull her back.
"jor no it's fine" i said getting in front of her.
"it's not fine she cheated on you gabby. she embarrassed tf out of you" she said.
"yeah and fighting her won't make it no better. i appreciate you for being there for me jor but it's okay i promise" i said and she nodded.
"jackie wth do you want ?" i asked.
"im sorry gabby. okay it was a mistake and it meant nothing i just don't know what to do cus i don't wanna lose you" she said.
"well you ain't think about me when you was tongue licking with kb so why you gaf now ??" i said.
"because i love you gabby. and i f***** up. i admit me being drunk asf don't make it better but i would never hurt you on purpose. i asked you to be mine cus i only want YOU" jackie said.
"you what's crazy, while you were out clubbing and having fun giving them lap dances i was on the other side of the country thinking about you and being loyal as h*ll." i said as tears rolled down my face.
"baby" jackie whispered as she tried to hug me.
"no jackie please. ts hurt like why tf am i so hard to love ?" i asked through my tears.
"your not baby. your so easy to love and just because i made a mistake don't mean your not."
"stop let me hold you mama" her soft voice said. she hugged me tightly and feeling her touch made me realize why i love her.
we been through thick and thin together and although i really have mixed emotions about her right now.
jackie💋.
"no she won't answer the d*** phone. like ik she mad at us but she know how we feel about her" kelsey said.
"jackie are you okay ?" chelsea asked.
"no bro" i said as i wiped my tears.
i felt someone wrap their arms around me pulling me into her. i saw tiffany and i rested my head on her chest.
gabby blocked me on everything so now i can't even text her. idk if she went back to seattle or europe.
like not having her is exhausting asf. im never drinking again. i hate this and myself idk why i let myself drink so much.
"guys we cannot let gabby just leave we gotta do sum" syd said.
"well we don't know what cus she blocked all of us so" aja said.
"she didn't block me.. she only block the folks she saw hyping her up" alysha said.
"okay well check her location" tiff said.
"she's still here" alysha said.
"okay let's go" i said. i grabbed my keys and drove back to her hotel. we got to the door and knocked. when she came to the door her hair was up, she was wearing her glasses, and she had bags under her eyes.
"guys i don't wanna talk" she said.
"okay but we miss you. okay we screwed up and we apologize we should've stopped her we was just too in the moment" aja said.
"i wanna apologize too. ik she was off alcohol and i should've stopped her instead i kept it going" kb said.
"great thanks" i said.
"baby.. im trying but you won't let me fix it" i said.
"because there's nothing to fix jackie. you cheated and it tell me that you don't want me so that's that. you two can have each other ong" she said.
"i don't want her gabby and she doesn't want me. it just happened and im hurting about ts too cus i love you so much" i said.
"well ykw you can go make out with her, give her however many lap dances, h*ll yall can go f*** for all i care" she said as my eyes filled with tears.
"baby please i don't want her i swear on my life gabby. im f*cking sorry okay" i said threw tears.
"look im heart broken asf, and my mind is cluttered i just need time to sort out my feelings."
"it's not only that it's the fact that the people i call EVERYDAY never cared. like i scream for yall during games, i call yall before and after games, i give yall pep talks, because i saw yall as my sisters. i saw yall as my family" gabby said.
"gabby we're sorry we didn't mean to hurt you" tiffany said.
"nah it's good now i see how yall really really feel about me and that's fine. i thought we was close but i guess not" she said.
i sighed and rubbed my forehead as tears continued to fall.
"it's okay come on guys" kelsey said as she put her arm over my shoulder.
idk what to do anymore. i can't lose gabby. she's the only girl i've ever loved and will ever love and this is really hard asf for me.
chapter 29🙃! man jordan be ready to take it there bout gabby. we love it. ion like no mess but🥹😭. but the way the team hyped it up why ? vote and comment💋!
