I log off class, looking around and focusing on the small sounds and low music. I grab my lighter and keep it lit. I wait 30 seconds and roll up my sleeve to my shoulder. I dab it on first then I jab it on and keep it there. I do that 3 more times, two different spots. I sit and feel the spots. They burn uncomfortably, as expected and wanted. I lay back on my bed and enjoy the pain. This is much better then porn. This is for the porn.
They blister into small squares and I take a safety pin and poke the blisters, draining them. Peeling off the skin so they'll stop bubbling up. I grab a bandaid and put it over the spots. It's hurts, but that's okay.
Today wasn't the first and definitely not the last.
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FantasySo I am so sorry for how graphic this "book" really is, I made this like 2 years ago. I don't know what I was thinking writing this. It is so unhinged ad out of pocket I cant even read this with out wanting to throw my phone. There is severe drug ab...
