Chapter 49

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Alex pov:

It was Monday, my first day of detention since the incident with Connor. Jc was currently walking down the hallway by my side to drop me off at detention. I recently haven't been receiving any messages from that mystery person and Jc thinks it's not over so he hasn't left my side, which sucks but I like the over protective boyfriend thing he's doing so I don't say anything.

"You know, I'm still surprise you went with a black cast. but then again I'm not surprised" he laughed

"I mean I wanted black because it matches with everything, what's so bad about that?" I hit him playfully

"Nothing, nothing's wrong with that" he said facing me

I looked at him and then the detention door, then back at him "I really wish I won, so I had something I love" I looked down

"You did win something you love, well at lest I hope you love"

"And what's that?" I asked confused

He put three fingers under my chin and lifted my head so our eyes meet, " you've won my heart" he connected our lips together.

Our lips moving in union, full of love just love. he pulled away and put his forehead against mine looking straight into my eyes.

"I love you" I spoke up

"I love you too" he responded rapping his arms around me in a bone crushing hug " and I don't want anything to happen to you"

"Well that was adorable, all of it. honestly I ship you two. AJ? I mean that sounds like a great ship name." Connor said looking at us

Jc put his arm around my shoulder protectively "Thanks" he said

"Sure. Alex, how's your wrist doing? I'm sorry I broke it" Connor said scratching the back of his neck

"It's fine, just got to wear a cast for about a month" I answered letting go of Jc.

"Well I'll see you in a hour, ok?" Jc said looking at me

"Ok" I smiled back as he kissed my forehead, looked at Connor one last time and walking away

"You're late" Connor said as I walked in the room being the only one here, like always

"Yeah? You're lucky I'm here" I said sitting down at a random desk

"What is it with you?" Connor asked staring at me

"What do you mean?" I was confused

"You have such a bad attitude towards me and some other people, you don't like to make new friends and it seems like you hate the world, but when you're with him you're like a fragile piece of glass"

"I don't feel like talking anymore" I said annoyed of him trying to figure me out

"No, you're not. you're going to answer my question or you will not leave" he said putting his hands on the desk I was sitting at so our faces were really close

"You really want to know?" I asked

"Hell ya I do" he said moving back some

"I was used before, by different people. I was that fragile piece of glass but those people broke me into different pieces that I lost forever. I changed because when I glued myself back together I took pieces of glass from different things and that's what made who I am today. Im mean to the people that make me hate the world, I give attitude to the people that annoy me because they've taken something from me and I'm fragile with him because he knows everything about me and I know he won't brake me like they did." I said with tears wanting to come out of my eyes

"Alex, how did those people use you that made you build such a heavy wall?" He asked sitting in front of me

"I was raped, more then once, more then twice, more the three times, but it was only two people" I answered looking down as memories came back

"Alex" he whispered" who used you?"

I didn't answer

"Alex, I'm trying to help"

I laughed" trying to help? No one can help me not even Jc."

"You need to let them in, especially him. if he knows about who did this then you need to be able to at lest let Jc in"

I didn't speak because I knew he was right

"Alex do your parents know about this?"

I looked at him " my parents? There dead"

"I'm so sorry" he spoke and you know what? It actually looked like he meant it

"It's fine" I looked down at my cast tired of talking

"Alex?" I looked back at him " please tell me, tell me everything and maybe I can help you" he begged

"I- I don't know"

"I'm not going to judge, I just want to help one of my students that need it."

I sighed " ok"

And so I did I told him everything, every single thing that happened to me.

"So you want to be an author because writing helps you express your self? since you don't want to let people in?" Connor asked

"Yeah that's about right, I actually in the middle of a writing a book right now but don't tell Jc I want it to be a surprise."

"I won't" Connor smiled at me

"So now that y-" I was interrupted by a knock on the door and then it opening reviling Jc

"It's been an hour, she's free now" Jc said

"That you're right, Alex you may go" Connor stood up

"Thank you coach, for-"

"You're welcome." he smiled

"Ready?" Jc asked

"Ready" we were about to walk out the door when Connor stopped us

"Hey Jc?"

"Yeah?"

"Take good care of her" Connor gave us a genuine smile

"I will" Jc kissed my forehead and smiled at me

"Oh and Alex?"

"Yeah?"

"Let him in" he said and closed the door

The walk back to my dorm wasn't Jc full of questions about what he meant by let him in, which is what I thought it would be, but instead it was silent but a good silence. It was like he knew what Connor meant.

We walked close together all the way to my dorm, and it felt perfect, like everything was ok again, just for once.

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