Chapter 52

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Alex pov:

Do you ever have that feeling like everything is coming to an end? Like you know something bad is gonna happen and everything you ever loved or enjoyed in the past of your life is just going to end? That there is just no point in even trying to stop this feeling because you can't change your future and if you try to you can ruin everything?

This is the only feeling the I can feel at the pit of my stomach as I put on my favorite blue skinny jeans and my long sleeve plain black shirt. Along with regret.

I was getting ready for my dinner date with Connors family. I just feel like something bad is going to happen tonight but I can't not go to the dinner or else I'll be stuck leaving collage, going back home and living on my own as an orphan.

There was a knock on the door and before I opened it I took one last look at myself in the mirror.

"Alex, are you ready?" Connor asked

I sighed " ready as I'll ever be"

The walk to his car was silent along with the ride to the little coffee shop he decided we would eat and meet his parents at. The only noise there was, was the radio playing popular songs that we would both usually sing along to if there wasn't awkward in the air.

He parked his car in the front of the building but neither of us dared to take off our seat-belts seeing as we both didn't want to be here.

"Than you" he broke the silence

"For what?" I asked even though I knew the answer

"For doing this for me, I just.. I don't want them to freak out about me being gay, I just don't know how they will react"

"Connor, I understand you don't want to ruin the relationship you have with your parents but I can't be your "girlfriend" forever"

" I know I know, it will only be this one time, I promise"

"Well ok then" I said taking my seat-belt of and opening up the door " I hear your paying, so I'm gonna go order my free food"

" And now I'm regretting bringing you" Connor mumbled

" haha" I faked laugh rapping my hand around his arm

"What are you doing?" He asked

" you wanted to be a couple, this is what couples do"

"Oh yeah" he spoke

" so let's go meet the oh so famous Franta's" I said pulling him along my side

"Oh god"

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Short I know. It was longer but the other half got deleted so the next chapter will be the other half of this. HAPPY LATE HALLOWEEN!!!

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