Bad News (JC Caylen fanfic) | 1 |

Chapter 1

Alex pov:

"Thumbs up to my friends drinking whiskey, peace out to the girls that will miss me, middle finger to the..."
Everything went black.

The next thing I knew I woke up in the hospital with an IV pack in my arm and my best friend Luke in the seat next to me crying.

The doctor then came in and said words I never wanted to hear.

"Alex, I am very sorry but you were in a car crash with two others I'm sure you knew but, you were the only one that made I'm sorry for your lost."

I couldn't listen any more I knew it was my fault and all I could do was cry with Luke and blame myself.

*2 months later*
It was the day I go back to collage with Luke. Honestly ever since the crash I can't find words to talk to anyone. All I do is sit in my room and listen to sad depressing music.

"Ready?" Luke asked
I nodded my head to tell him yes but that was a mistake because now he's going to give me the talk
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" look Alex, you know I love you because I'm your best friend and I want you to be happy again I want to see you smile and hear that laugh. I want to see you ride your penny board around the collage grounds and show the jocks that your better. But to do any of that you need to talk forget about the crash it's not your fault stop blaming your self. I know you miss them, but I miss them too. please talk to me, please!"

Like always I can't find words. all that runs through my head is it's my fault.
It's my fault.
I killed them.
It's my fault.

Luke just sighs
"Let's just leave before we miss our flight. Oh and by the way I couldn't get seats next to each other is that ok?"

I just nod my head but I wanted to tell him no it's not ok I need you but, I can't find the words.

"Great lets get going don't want to miss anymore school now do we" Luke says

But I do, I want to miss school I don't want to go back, I want to stay here, but most of all I don't want to see Bethany's face ever again.

Plus something tells me this flight...isn't going to be fun. Oh God.