Finding A Home

Chapter 19

We made it home. We all were asking if eachother were okay. Ally was fine she just hit the ground kinda hard. Stevie said she'd be alright. She had a bruise on her left cheek that Ally kissed softly. Her lip was busted so I went to get a wash cloth and softly wiped tye blood away while Ally went to get an ice pack for head. She hit the ground harder than Ally did because of all my father's force. Once we made sure Ally was taken care of we all sat on the couch next to one another.

"Are you sure you're gonna be okay Stevie? I should've gotten there sooner. This is all my fault. I'm so sorry sis." I say quickly with no interruptions. She could hear the pain I felt for her in my voice. The desperation. Ally came over and sat next to and offered me her hand. I took it and she wiped the tear as it ran down my cheek.

"Alls. Don't go there. This isn't your fault. You're dad being a homophobic ass hole is why this happened. Besides we're fine. You know I've had worse..
Anyway,he hurt me temporarily. What he's done to you has effected you permanently. I'm glad you didn't get there sooner anyway. You might have killed him. You almost did. You wouldn't be able to live with yourself. You're hearts too big for that. Speaking of,how are you doing. Non of that must have been easy for you." Stevie said being sympathetic to the entire thing. Trying her hardest to get me to settle down.

"I didn't want to hurt him. He wasn't always bad Stevie. Which is probably awful. After all he's done to me I should hate him. But I can't. I don't hate anyone I just don't know how. But I couldn't let him hurt you guys. I couldn't let him hurt my family. He didn't love me right. Maybe not at all. But he used to give my piggy back rides. He use to take me out on father daughter trips. He used to...he use to be good. I don't miss him. Not the slightest bit. I'm glad he's out of my life. But hurting anyone kills me. Seeing you hurt kills me a whole lot more though.." I told them both trying to explain what was going through my mind as well as I possibly could. Trying to get them to understand. Trying to get myself to understand.

"I can understand that Nicole. You can't hurt people. Because you know how awful it is. You don't want anyone to feel the way you have. Because you've felt alone and unloved you make sure to give all the love you have away. You have a really big heart. And I'm with Stevie,you would've killed him if you got there sooner. It's good you git there when yiu did." Ally told me making me understand my own words I wasn't sure I understood myself.

"It's getting a little late. Let's take you to your new room?" Stevie insisted knowing I didn't have much left to say. That I was just grateful to have been where I was.

They walked me to my room. Ally pressed her lips softly against my forhead as if she had dreamed of this night over and over again. Stevie then did the same. She smiled at me. I've never seen that smile. It was the happiest I seen her. I didn't see the pain that was usually deep in her eyes. Or the pain from the bruise left on her face. I just seen happiness. The same was written across Ally's. Of course the happiness spread onto me.

"Get some rest,love. We're celebrating tomorrow. I love you sis,goodnight."
She then walked out if the room still smiling as if she had all she had ever wanted. And you know what,I think maybe she did.

"Tomorrow's the night little one." *winks* "I'm happy we're finally family." She shuts the door and then walks back over to me. "Listen,I hope you still have that ring. I guess we'll have to do it tomorrow"

I knew she was referring to popping the question. I just smirked at her letting her know I still had it and I was ready whenever she was.

"Alright. I love you man. Goodnight." She patted me on the stomach for some reason and went to the room with Stevie so she could rest. I doubt she'll be able to sleep though. She seems way too excited for this. A little nervous to. But she's always like that I guess.

I turn off the light and and take in the room. It was mine. It was my..home. My bed was like a giant marshmallow. The room had a scent of vanilla and love. I'm not sure if love had a scent,but if it did. It was surely this.
I then shut my eyes and drifted off to sleep. I wasn't dreaming,but for the first time in Ina long time. I was at peace.
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