Who Is My Heart Waiting For ?

Unrequited love

I wish I was seen in pitch darkness,
In an endless void by the blind,
I wish I was heard,
When i was silenced by the deaf,
I wish I was alive when i was swimming with the ashes,
I wish I could live when all i did was love the dead,
I wish I could fly when I was bound by chains
Of fear, of failure, of the future, of losing,
of loving,
I wish I was loved not like oxygen cause it's a necessity,
That doesn't mean you love it,
It just means you need it irrespective.
I wanna be loved like the moon,
with my flaws in all its glory,
With my dead soul begging to live,
And it's your shine that keeps me alive,
But you are too blinded to see my love,
Or you just choose to ignore my loving eyes,
I know I can't have you.
Yet I can't help but hopelessly dream about you,
It hurts everyday,
But love is pain,
Love is a sacrifice that's what I have known
So i would let my love be greater
Than my desire to have you.
I would love you in silence cause i know
I can never have you
                                    ~Ayanaam