Give Her A Try {Demitra Kalogeras}

8 - Chunky Nap

!!!Trigger Warning!!!
!!Mention of Abuse!!
!Mature Content!

~y/n POV~

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What the hell. I checked the time on my phone seeing it was only 3:46. I heard loud banging on the door again making me jump a little. I cautiously got out of bed walking slowly to the front door. I peeked out the window near the door, making sure no one could see me looking out but I didn't see anyone standing there. Not even an extra car. I stood there not knowing what to do. Ima just go back to my room.

As I started walking away I head it again.

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I quickly went back to the window to try and catch whoever was banging on the door. Still not seeing anyone, I started walking to my mother's room. She doesn't hear that loud ass ba-... where is she? I opened her room door to see her bed made and she was no where to be found. The whole house was dark so it's not like she was in a different room. She wasn't home. She wouldn't be banging like that.

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Getting tired of the banging I just swung the door open and what was infront of me left me standing there stuck on stupid. "Well hello y/n. It's nice to see you again." I just stood there not saying anything. "Are you gonna let me in?" I was stuck. I was pushed aside not being able to protest. "Well aren't you happy to see me?" He asked with a devilish grin. This seemed to break me as my shocked expression quickly turned to anger.

"Why are you here?" I asked trying to make my voice loud but it came out as a whisper. "I'm here to get my family back. Where's your mother?" He asked walking closer to me. "She not here so just leave." I said walking backwards as he continued to walk towards me. "Well if I can't talk to your mother then I'll just talk to you." He stated with something in his voice that just sounded... evil. My back finally hit the wall. "I don't want to talk to you so ge" I was cut off by a stinging sensation on my cheek as I hit the floor.

I quickly got up not wanting to let him win. Again. I stood with the toughest look I could possibly muster, looking him dead in his eyes not wanting any fear to show through. He looked at me with a surprised look. Then it quickly turned into a devilish smile. He started walking towards me again. This time I stood my ground. We were almost the same height, I only had to look up the slightest bit. I puffed out my chest as he came even closer. He raised his hand at me again and I flinched. Proving he had the power in this situation. He won. Again. I could only cry as my body curled into a ball as he continued to punch and kick me.

This went on until he was finally tired and got all his anger out. My eye was swollen shut. Blood pooling out of my mouth as I coughed, trying to catch my breath. That's when I looked up and saw him walking towards me. A shiny glint coming from his hand as the light from above the kitchen sink shined on the kitchen knife he'd picked up. He kneeled down to me with one last smile. Then the smile disappeared. "So pathetic. That bitch should've gotten an abortion when I fucking told her to. I guess I'll have to do what she couldn't." He said raising the knife.

That was the last thing I saw. When I opened my eyes, I shot up gasping for air as I sat in my bed soaked in sweat. That same fucking dream. I looked at the time on my phone "3:28" Fuck me. I got up knowing I wouldn't be able to go back to sleep. Honestly I was scared to. I went to the bathroom and took a long shower. No music. Just the water and my thoughts. Usually when I shower I try to drown out my thoughts but for some reason, I felt like I need to drown in them.

I need to start going to the gym. It won't be enough to beat him. But it'll be a start. I know we won't see him again. But I'll wanna be ready. Aw shit i have to hold off on the date. Was she even serious about it? Maybe she was just joking. I mean I was joking. Kinda. But I do wanna date her. But I can't. I can't fall in love with her then it doesn't work. I can't do that to her. I'm not good enough for her. Maybe I should just give her some space. Yeah I'll give her space.