Only You | YoonKook 🔞

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⚠️Content Warning: Non-Consensual Themes⚠️

This chapter contains scenes of non-consent that may be upsetting or triggering for some readers. Please proceed with caution and prioritize your well-being. Reader discretion is advised.

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Yoongi tried his best to sleep, but he just couldn't. Jungkook climbed into bed next to him and kissed his cheek. "Can't sleep?" He asked softly.

"No... this urge to kill... tell me about it." Yoongi said as he turned a bit to look at Jungkook.

Yoongi watched as Jungkook's eyes changed, dark and deep in thought. "The urge grips me like a vice, a pulsing need that thrums in my veins. It starts softly, almost like a whisper, but quickly grows into a deafening roar, drowning out everything else. It's a rush of adrenaline that makes me feel alive, yet lost at the same time." He said as he stared at the ceiling. "In those moments, the world narrows down to a single target, and all I can focus on is the overwhelming desire to end something, to exert power in the most primal way." Jungkook said.

A small smile formed on his lips as he continued. "It's intoxicating, this feeling. A dark satisfaction courses through me, and there's an exhilaration that I can't ignore. I don't feel remorse; instead, there's a thrill that surges through me with each thought of what could happen. The idea of taking someone's life becomes a game, a challenge. I revel in the control it gives me, the way it sharpens my senses and brings clarity to my mind. It's a part of me that I can't escape, and in those moments, I embrace it fully, unashamed of the darkness that resides within."

When Yoongi heard Jungkook's words, a chill settled over him. The intensity in Jungkook's voice pierced through the air, and for a moment, Yoongi felt as if he were standing on the edge of a precipice, looking down into an abyss he never wanted to explore.

He took a deep breath, trying to steady his racing heart. "You really feel that way?" he asked, his voice barely above a whisper. The weight of Jungkook's confession hung heavily between them, and Yoongi struggled to process the reality of what he was hearing. There was no remorse—only a chilling acceptance of the darkness that enveloped him.

"Yeah," Jungkook replied, his expression unwavering. "It's part of who I am."

Yoongi's mind raced. He had always known there were shadows lurking in Jungkook's heart, but hearing him articulate that desire so openly sent a shiver down his spine. He felt a mix of fear and concern, but beneath it all, there was a flicker of something else—an understanding that Jungkook was grappling with aspects of himself that were far beyond his control.

"Jungkook, this isn't just a game," Yoongi said, his voice firm yet gentle. "You're talking about taking lives. This isn't something you can just embrace without consequences. You need to think about what that means—not just for you, but for the people around you."

Jungkook met his gaze, and Yoongi could see the defiance mixed with something deeper—perhaps a longing for acceptance, a search for understanding in a world that often felt alien to him. "I wasn't ever supposed to have people around me... I never planned for this— for you. I never actually thought I could ever love... but then I met you..."

"You changed everything I had planned for my life." Jungkook said.

Yoongi blushed as Jungkook sat up a bit and gently caressed his face before he gripped it and kissed him a couple times. "I never thought I could fall in love... but here I am, with the love of my life. That's crazy to say for me." Jungkook whispered against his lips before he continued to kiss him.

Yoongi blushed and wrapped his arms around Jungkook's neck as they made out. Yoongi gripped his shoulders and pulled Jungkook on top of him.

Jungkook pulled away and looked into Yoongi's eyes. "Please... please just make love to me right now... we'll keep talking later, I just... I need—" Yoongi said before Jungkook cut him off with a kiss.