Hearts entwined, forbidden love ( Book 5 of Floyrince)

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As soon as Jay parked the car, I got out, I wanted to be in dad's arms. I got inside and saw Father, he was dressed up in a suit. Meaning he had to go to his company.

Look who decided to come ho..... Son, who made you cry Father asked making his way towards me. I hugged him as I cried in his arms.

What's wrong Father asked.

He won't say who hurt him, Jay said behind me.

What's going on, I heard dad say. I hugged Father tightly.

Baby, what's wrong with you. Jay, Dad said approaching us.

He's pansexual apparently, he also had a crush, I think he got rejected after they spent the night together. The crush is a he, he won't say who and he's not asexual, Jay said.

Baby, come here , dad said. I let go of father and hugged dad. He stroked my hair.

It's okay baby, it's okay Dad said.

Why, why do we have to feel I asked crying.

Let it all out, Dad said and I cried harder.

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I could swear my eyes were swollen. They hurt but it was nothing compared to how I was feeling. He had fucked me then went to his girlfriend and she spent the night with him. I knew I was nothing to him, just a cousin he hated, but it hurt. Why him.

Babe don't think about it, Dad said. He gave me boxing gloves.

I want to spar, I said.

I knew you would say something like that, come on, Father said. He was wearing gloves and head gear.

Go, let it all out, Dad said.

Doesn't he have a meeting, I asked.

You are more important than a meeting, Come on I'll go easy on you Father said. I wore my gloves. And head gear.

I started sparring with father. I don't know how long we kept going but when I sat down I was sweaty, tired and hungry. I felt better, not okay but I knew I will be.

I'm going to take a shower Father said.

Do you I said, laying on the floor.

Feeling better, dad asked.

I will be okay, why couldn't I luck out on love, like you and dad, I asked.

We had our differences in the past. You know that, Dad said.

I do. You shot at him, missed on purpose, and he kidnapped you, and all that, I said.

Maybe this guy isn't the one for you, Dad said.

I know that, dad, my....my.....dick...I got aroused, I thought I was ace I said.

Tell me, Dad said.

He's the only guy who makes me feel something sexually, when I think of other people, my dick just, it doesn't get up, I said. Dad was the one I could be open to and tell everything.

Maybe you are not asexual, maybe you are just demi-sexual, dad said.

I maybe that, dad you don't like labels then why do you know all these terms I asked.

Curiosity, he said. I gave a small smile.

You know what they say about Curiosity right I asked.

Yep and that's me, Dad said.

Good thing I'm not the cat then I said.

Oh that would be the boy, who made you cry, I need a name, dad said.