Dear Jun

Three

Dear Jun,

I am writing once again to be a reminder that I'll always find a way to be your strength when you're down. I keep seeing you bear a smile and keep yourself lifted up, but unable to seek some help because the one that's currently hurting you is beyond anyone's reach—my current origin.

Or to be more precise, the most common origin of mine that was accepted as the 'One Truth'.

You believed in goodness but cannot see the miracles happening in your way. I wish to make you change your mind, and I know one day, these will not plague your mind anymore. I will not force you to believe me, and I will not be adamant with explaining myself.

Just like how you're always, always prioritizing my choices before we discuss things further. I'm forever grateful that you always consider what I want—letting me decide first if I wish to pitch in my thoughts as it may be the answer.

So, in order to fight these impossible battles...

The things I can do and I can hold with my own two hands are to always, always be with you. Whether it be just talking to you, being silent with you, reaching out to you through any means necessary.

I want you to listen to my words, and to convey how serious I am to neglect the story that people eat up as the truth.

My Jun, my beloved Jun... No matter how many times you crumble and crack, I will never abandon you. I will never leave you. I will always hold you tight and wrap you with my warmth, to comfort your aching heart and null the coldness away. I'll always do everything to help you, and do everything to help you recover, even if afterwards, you suffer from late reactions again.

I'll never leave.

From the man who loves you,

Arthur