march 13th, 2024
C A M I L Ait had been one month and three days since the beach incident happened with carrington.
one month and three days since i've seen carrington, one month and three days since i've heard his voice, one month three days since i've said his name. one month three days since i've even thought about him.
i of course miss him, but leaving what we had in the past helped me find myself again. after years of focusing on him, i started to focus on myself and got the help i needed.
daphne and lavender helped me through every step of the way with it, not leaving me alone for it. the nights spent crying vs the days spent laughing they were always checking up on me.
i wrote birds of a feather about them and plan on surprising them with it soon.
during my time of growth writing songs helped me cope with my feelings in ways that human connection couldn't. the few songs i wrote were
stranger, bejeweled, and girl i've always beencarrington hurt me so deeply, gave me scars that will last a life time, but he also gave me memories that will.
in the past month i have also became closer to calvin, he hasn't asked me to be his girlfriend but he is one of my best friends, a few weeks ago i had told him everything about carrington.
he didn't say anything until he knew i was done, and when he did speak he gave me advice that helped me.
but its also the fans, they have changed my life. reading their supportive comments make me smile, but i can never forget how they treated me after when he broke up with me.
forgive but never forget.
but as a thank you to them i wanted to do a pop up show in cali
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as a thank you to all the support you've been giving me recently i'm so so super happy to announce my three pop shows on march 20th, 21st, and 22nd (!!!) in cali 💓 go to link in my bio to get ur tix .. sales start on the 15th! 💋
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𝐏𝐄𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐋𝐎𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐖𝐄𝐍𝐃𝐘, carrington
रोमांस𝐈𝐍 𝐖𝐇𝐈𝐂𝐇, carrington and camila have been best friends since the moment they could walk, doing everything together and falling in love in the process. they had the most cliche love story, they were the internets 'it' couple. camila didn't...