ch. 11

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Kieran pov.

  "Mikey... e..evan and i wanted to go baby shopping...?" I ask him, while standing behind evan.

Evan has helped me more than mikey has these past 3 months. I, being seven months pregnant, am terrified to talk to mikey. He gets so violent and i fear for our little trooper.

"Ugh fuck. How many times have i told you?! we dont want the thing. I just didnt want to kill it." Mikey mutters. "If we are keeping it, dont expect me to love it."

"HER!" I scream as tears pour down my face. "SHE IS A GIRL AND HER NAME IS HELENA. STOP CALLING HER AN IT."

"What djd you say?" Mikey stands up and walks towards me.

"Leave her alone." Evan steps up to mikey.

He looks at evan and rolls his eyes.

"Get out." He spits.

Evan walks me out to the car and helps me up. He drives to the closest babies r us, blaring green day the whole way, and parks the car. We get out and evan gets a cart.

"Ooohh this is gonna be so fun." Evan squeals

"I know." I giggle.

We go right up to the baby clothes and start searching. We find a few pairs of cute little outfits with adorable quotes on them. I pick one up that says "daddy loves me" and i feel my eyes tear up.

"Oh honey." Evan notices and hugs me. "He will come to hjs sences soon.." evan grabs the outfit and puts it in the cart. He smiles at me then winks.

"Can i help this happy couple? " a worker asks us.

"No.. im not.. hes not.. were not.." i stutter.

"Im gay." Evan just smiles.

"Oh im so sorry. Well, ahem, do you guys need help?" She looks soooo embarresed. I giggle.

"Uhm.. where are the shoes?" I ask her.

She points to an isle and smiles. I thank her and we head to the shoes.

"Ohhh look at these." Evan squeals, holding ip some shoes.

"Ohh those are adorable!" I grab them. They are black tiny converse and they match mine.

We walk around and get toys we can find.

"Uhm excuse me?" I hear a voice behind me.

"Yes?" I turn around.

"Arent you Kieran? That girl who went missing a few months ago?" A man asks me.

My heart drops. I cant let them take me now, can i?

"Uhm no. My name is helena." I lie and smile.

"Oh.." he whispers, but still stares at me.

Evan and i pay and leave. The car ride home was quiet and upsetting.

"What took so long?" Mikey asks when we walk in.

"Uhm nothing. Traffic." I lie.

I carry the bags with the clothes in. I trip over a shoe and land on my knees. All the clothes spill out and mikey jumps up to help.

"You okay?" Mikey asks me and hells me pick stuff up.

"Yeah im fine.." i whisper amd look at him.

He is holding the "my daddy loves me" shirt and is staring at it.

"Mikey.. it.. kt was cute.." i whisper.

"Yeah but. I dont love it." He snaps and throws the shirt in the floor

I pick the rest up and put it in my room.

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