His Human Mate

09- Worse than the joker*

It was hilarious once Bash came in our room. I just laughed and told him I was kidding and did it for pay back. He groaned and we both walked back downstairs.

I learned that Harvey's mate's name is Katerina Weston but she likes to be called Kat. I like it though. They had to leave after that and Lucy came running down the stairs smiling.

"Lucy? Why are you smiling like the joker. I think it's worse than the jokers," I said.

She just kept smiling. It was actually creeping me out, "Finn! Lucy's creeping me out!"

I watched as he came running downstairs with the same expression; Smiling worse than the joker. I walked closer to Lucy and looked into her eyes. There was something in there I couldn't quite see.

Then I remembered something back when we were younger. It was something Lucy said.

I gasped and squelled hugging her tightly. She started laughing. "When did this happen?"

"Well due to Finn's werewolf abilities he could here the heartbeat seeing as that werewolves grow fast and he told me and here we are now."

"I am so happy for you guys."

"Can someone explain this to me?"

I pulled away from Lucy and she hugged Finn. I turned around and looked up at Bash, "She's pregnant!"

He only frowned. I furrowed my eyebrows together. Why wasn't he happy?

"Oh..." He said quietly, "I have some work to do in my office. Don't bother me just to let you know."

Then he left. I looked at Finn and so did Lucy. "I don't know what's wrong with him."

I nodded and walked the way Bash went. I found a door with a plague on it. 'Alpha's Office'. Well this is it obviously.

I didn't bother to knock I just walked in. Bash was standing up with his hands on the desk, his hands were in fists and he was looking down but I knew his jaw was clenched.

"Bash what's wrong? It's good news."

"For them! What about us!?"

"What do you mean?"

"Why haven't we completed the mating process yet!? Why can't you be pregnant?"

"Are you serious right now!? My best friend and you're best friend are going to have a baby and you're being a selfish asshole! We haven't mated yet and I'm not ready to be a mother! Lucy on the other hand, she dreamed of this day and it's here. I'm happy for her, you should be happy for Finn."

"You're telling me you never dreamed of being a mother when you get older like now!?"

I looked down at the floor and nodded, "I did. Something changed me Sebastian. My ex boyfriend and I, one time were drunk, both of us. No condom. I started throwing up a week after that," A tear rolled down my cheek, "I went to the doctors with him and found out I was pregnant. 1 stressful week later I had a miscarriage. Why that week was so stressful is because I caught the guy screwing a women in his bed when I came over to have dinner we planned."

"I'm sorry about that and it makes me want to rip the guys head off but what does this have to do with mating and having a baby?"

"The doctor said after a miscarriage most women have a healthy pregnancy. He said 5% of women have 2 miscarriages in a row. I'm scared. I'm scared that in that 5% could be me. I'm just not ready. Now please go down there and congratulate him and Lucy on this."

"Kimbe-"

"Don't. Just go downstairs. I'm pretty sure I heard Avalon and Grey get back from their date."

I left the office without another word and went to out room. I hugged a pillow on the bed and cried. My baby never even had a chance. I soon felt arms wrapped around me and I knew it was Bash by the sparks. I turned around and hugged him.

Once I stopped crying I looked up at him. He was looking down at me already, "I'm sorry baby."

"It's okay. Not even Lucy or Avalon knows that so you have to keep it to yourself," I pecked him on the lips before we got under the covers and laid down. I cuddled up to him.

"Did that guy ever know that you had a miscarriage?"

I nodded, "He didn't even look sad. But I made him sad. I just told him the truth that it was his fault. If he could have kept it in his pants another being would be given life. He had tears in his eyes after that. He actually called me a week later telling me he was sorry that my baby died. Didn't even say it was his baby."

Bash nodded and I fell asleep barely a minute later.

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I woke up feeling something watching me. I opened my eyes to see Bash looking at me. I groaned and rolled over so my back was facing Bash.

"No let me see you're beautiful face."

"Nooooo. I look horrible in the morning."

But Bash didn't listen and he pulled me on top of him and flipped me over. I blushed because I wasn't wearing a bra. I woke up about an hour after I fell asleep and took it off. My chest was pressed against his bare chest.

He furrowed his eyebrows together then looked down at our chests. He layed his head back and groaned, "Where did you're bra go?"

"On the floor," I sat up so now I was straddling him. I felt like being mean so I started moving. He groaned again and put his hands on my hips.

"Kimber....Stop."

I just giggled and moved even more. He pushed me down on him by my hips and grinded himself on me making me moan and stop moving.

I also had taken my pants off so I only had a t-shirt and my underwear on.

He smirked. "Not so funny now is it."

I got of of him and laid next to him. "Oh but it is. You have to take a cold shower now," I said pointing to the bulge in his pants.

He looked down and groaned, "This isn't over." Then he got up and went into the bathroom. I heard the shower start and I laughed. Then I remembered I had to take a shower.

Poo. I grabbed my phone which was on the nightstand and played some games on it. I still had my inner child in me and still played games that teenagers would play. So I guess I had an inner teen.

Once Bash got out of the shower and ran in there and shut the door. I don't know what he would try so I wanted to hurry.

I didn't know if he did yet. I am his mate and were meant for each other but I don't know if he feels that way. I think I love Bash. I do. I love him. And I'm happy that I do. I just hope when I say it that he loves me too.

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