His Human Mate

15- Such an idiot*

I woke up to a cold bed but I already knew he wasn't going to be here last night. I felt the need to throw up and I ran to the bathroom and did what I've been doing. What was weird was a hand rubbing my back....With sparks.

"Bash?" I choked out.

"I'm here baby. I'm sorry I left."

I finished puking and then brushed my teeth. I turned around and hugged him. Then I smelt him, "Are you smelling me?"

"Uh yeah. Go take a dang shower. Dang the woods does things to you," I walked out while he showered and decided to tell Bash about our baby. I ran down the stairs and into the kitchen. The sight was not pretty.

"Oh my god! Do that in your room!" I yelled and Avalon and Grey. They were making out with Grey being shirtless and Avalon in only her bra.

Av was bright red. Grey had wide eyes and his cheeks were slightly red, "Uhh..."

My arms were crossed and I was tapping my foot, "Go on up to you're room and finish that," I said with now un-crossed arms making a hand motion referring to them.

They put there shirts on and left the kitchen. I found a hamburger bun and put it in the oven. It was stupid but I was to lazy to go to the mall today. I had a better idea in mind but whatever.

I shut the oven and that's when Bash came in the kitchen, "Hey, breakfast is in the oven to keep it warm."

He looked confused but opened the oven then looked at me, "A bun....I get a bun for breakfast?"

My look said. Are-you-fucking-kidding-me. Then Lucy and Finn walked in. Finn looked in the oven then to me smiling.

"Finn why are you smiling? She's feeding me a bun for breakfast," Bash said.

Finn looked at me with a raised eyebrow. Same with Lucy.

"What are we going to do with you Sebastian," I said sighing.

"What?"

"Bun in the oven. Bash do you not know what that means?" Finn said.

Then Bash slowly looked at my stomach then up to my face waiting for an answer. I nodded with a smile on my face. He smiled so wide I think his face almost cracked.

He walked over to me and kissed me. He pulled away after that, "Is that why you've been puking?"

I nodded, "I wanted it to be a surprise like that not a pack doctor telling you."

(A/N. To be clear they've been here for 4 months and Lucy is 2 months pregnant.)

"Well now that we know can we check up on the baby?"

"Well I don't know since the baby is a werewolf. A human baby you wouldn't be able to find the baby yet. Do you know when Lucy?"

"I got my first ultrasound when I was 1 month. I wouldn't know."

"Well just wait," Bash said. I nodded, "You're stomach is still flat. That's okay though right?" He said looking worried.

"Sebastian the baby is like the size of a jelly bean right now. Calm your dick," I said that like it was normal while Lucy was cracking up and Finn and Bash were looking at me weirdly, "Oh hush. You know I'm my own person. Don't give me those looks."

We just all started laughing. Whatever.

2 weeks later

Today was the day I get an ultra sound. I couldn't be more happier to be growing a family with Bash. So right now I was laying down on the chair.

"Alright so lift your shirt up and the gel will be cold just warning you."

I nodded and lifted my shirt. Bash was holding my right hand while I looked at the monitor. The gel was squirted onto my belly and she was right. It was SO cold. She put the doppler on the gel and moved it around before settling on one place. She pointed to this little thing.

"Alright there's the head and legs right there," She pointed and I smiled and looked over at Bash.

He almost cried I swear, "I can't believe that's our baby," I said to him.

"I know."

We left after that and I couldn't stop smiling. When we got back I kissed Bash. He kissed back and pulled me closer. I wrapped my arms around his neck and our lips moved in sync. We pulled away and I hugged him.

"I love you," I said.

I felt him tense for about a second before he relaxed, "I love you too. But why hug me?"

"Everything that has happened. Sure you and the guys kidnap me and the girls but look at everybody now. Lucy and Finn are having a baby. Avalon and Grey were getting hot in the kitchen," I laughed at that, "Were having a baby. I haven't been this happy since...." I stopped.

I never told him about the car accident...

"Since what Kimber?"

I pulled away from him. "Since the car accident..."

"What happened?"

"Me, Harvey and my parents....We were driving to the mall because I wanted to get this cute top I seen one day....I begged them and they gave in. It was in the winter and the roads were bad but I convinced them. I even told him to speed it up because someone might take the top. The roads were icy. But I told him to sped up and he did....He slid on it and he lost control of the car..." I wiped the tears away and continued.

"We hit a tree after spinning so much. My brothers head hit his window and he doesn't remember that we were in that car for a stupid top I wanted. If he knew he would hate me....My mom....Well a tree broke. I don't know how but it crushed the front of the car....Crushed my mom's legs. My dad's was un-conscious but the tree crushed his head." I was crying now but I held up my hand. I didn't want Bash comforting me.

"My mom had a piece of glass in her stomach. She bleed from the inside because the glass cut an artery. I was told that. My sister was sat in the middle because I didn't want to sit in the middle. She had no seat belt...So she flew out the windshield and died on impact of the windshield.A stick from the tree that fell had knocked me out. I was in a coma for 2 days. My brother had that little memory loss. My mom and dad were dead. My sister was dead. I took care of my brother and once he turned 18 he was out of there. I haven't heard or seen him since that day he showed up with his mate. Surprisingly he had a mate too. This was all caused by one stupid top I wanted...I wanted it. I caused that."

"No you didn't cause it. You couldn't have predicted that."

I nodded knowing that if I shook my head he would keep going. It was my fault though....I wanted that shirt. I made them take me. I made him speed up.

I made... That kept repeating. Me. I made him do it. In the end it led back to me and I knew it.

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