His Human Mate

24- Wolf*

Kimber's wolf above^^

I didn't know what to do. All I could do was cry. My mate betrayed me. Even if he didn't know I didn't want to be like him he shouldn't have done that. I ended up climbing onto the roof and looked into the sky.

'Hi...'

I jumped from surprise. Must be my wolf.

'Your my wolf right?'

'Yeah. I'm Kay.'

'Hi Kay...If you don't know my name it's Kimber. So isn't a wolf usually born?'

'Yeah. Were usually born with our human.'

'So how did you get with me?'

'Well...It's weird and hard to explain. How about we talk about that another time.'

'Sure...'

'...You know. You can't hate him forever. Us wolves get lonely without our mates.'

'I like you Kay but I never wanted this. It may have been a good idea for him because I would be awake but he didn't even think about my feelings.'

'His wolf Jay was against it. He worried about how you would feel. Sebastian didn't think he just did. We all make mistakes and we all have to live with them but their our other half Kimber. The urges will become stronger in time until you two both snap.'

I sighed in my mind. 'I think the best thing out of this is getting to talk to you Kay.'

'Thank you Kimber. I like talking to you too.'

I heard voices and when I looked back up at the sky it was a little darker. Oh well. I liked it up here.

"Alpha's getting worried we gotta find Luna or he's gonna have our heads."

I seen some teenage boys and decided to try and scare them. I went to the edge of the roof and when they were about to walk under me I jumped down.

I heard a little girl scream. I stood up from my crouched position and raised an eyebrow. One guy was hidden behind another guy who was shaking in fear and the last guy was on the ground.

"Looking for me?"

"U-Uh y-yes Luna, A-Alpha was getting w-worried," Shaky teen said not looking me in the eyes.

"You can look at me you know. Oh and who screamed like a girl?"

They looked up at me then two of them looked at the guy on the ground.

I started laughing, "I got you guys so good!" Then I stopped and looked seriously, "Okay well I have a message for the Alpha. Tell him exact words and make sure you tell him it was from me. You tell that asshole: Stop worrying about me because if you cared you wouldn't have been a selfish bastard and changed me."

"E-Exact words?"

"Yep just like I said. Thank you."

'Oh! Let's go for a run in the woods! Please!!'

'Uh...Sure...'

I ran into the woods and bent down and thought of myself as wolf. It wasn't painful this time and I was thankful.

'Can I have control?'

'How do I do that?'

'Just relax and let yourself be pushed back.'

I nodded my wolf head and relaxed and felt myself being pushed back. Kay started running really fast and dashing through trees. She slowed to a stop and that's when I realized what was in front of us.

A big black wolf known as Sebastian...He growled at us and Kay growled back. I felt myself being pushed forward and then I had control.

'What the hell is wrong with you Kimber!? You don't know h borders and could have crossed and got yourself killed! I thought you couldn't stand yourself in wolf form anyways.'

'Well I like my wolf. She's nice and she wanted to go on a run. So now were here. Besides she was in control.'

'Still! Were going back to the house now.'

I growled at him. 'Are you seriously mad at me right now!?'

'Yes I am! Your so careless! Use your mind!'

'That is so hypocritical! Did you use your mind at all when you made the choice to change me!? Kay told me that Jay told you not to do it! Jay said that he doesn't know how I would feel about it! Did you even once stop and think about my feelings!?'

When he didn't answer I knew my answer. 'I regret it Kimber. I do. You'll get over it though.'

That really pissed me off. I shifted back and looked at him with angry eyes. I was seeing red. "I'll get over it!? This isn't something you can just get over!" He shifted back and got closer to me. We were almost chest to chest.

"I had a good life! I loved my life before this. I could let go with alcohol. I could do whatever I wanted without a care in the world. Now? I'm a werewolf. I can't get drunk fast. I can't go out of the borders because I might be killed. I loved you Sebastian. I thought you cared about me. About how I felt. But that's a lie. A big fat fucking lie. If you cared about my feelings then I wouldn't be a werewolf. Yes I already love Kay but I didn't want this," Tears were flowing down my face now and his face held pain.

"I do care Kimber. I really do I was just so caught up in things and I didn't realize how you felt. Everybody was sad and I didn't know if you were ever going to wake up. I'm sorry."

"Sorry doesn't take it back. Nothing can ever take back what you've done. You have to live with what you destroyed," I said backing away.

I turned and shifted and ran back to the pack house as fast as I could. Once I got there I shifted back I started crying. I felt someone behind me and turned around to find Lucy and Avalon. I hugged them and cried.

"Everything is messed up. I love him but I hate him for what he did to me," I cried.

"We hated him for it too Kim. I broke my hand punching his face. We knocked some sense into him but it was to late you were already starting to change. Finn and Grey tried to convince him too," Avalon said.

"Kimber I know it's not what you wanted but don't you have a wolf in there?"

"Yeah. She's really nice."

"See? You got her and you can run through the woods when you need a break..." Lucy said.

"...You can have hot werewolf sex," Now that was Avalon.

We all started laughing and I felt better, "Thanks you guys. I'm gonna go find Sebastian...At least tell him that I just need time."

They nodded and I ran back into the woods. I smelt for him and caught wiff of his scent and ran to it in human form. I stayed a distance away. He was in a cemetery. I listened in and waited.

"I messed up Ben. I messed up really bad. I don't know what to do anymore. Your my best friend who have me advice. I need that advice now. How can I fix it? Just give me a sign."

I suddenly walked forward. My body was doing it's own thing.

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I've actually been writing past 1000 now. This book is coming to an end though.