His Human Mate

25- Temptations*

After I told him I needed time he shifted and ran off. I slowly walked up to the grave he was at and read it. Ben Miller.

"So your his best friend huh? You guys must have been really close to have him still visit you. I can't even visit my parents..."

I sighed and shifted and ran back to the pack house. I had a feeling my brother was in there I mean I could smell human so it must be him. I shifted back and as I was about to walk up the stairs to the door I was pushed up against the wall. It was Bash alright.

"You can't do that."

I looked into his eyes and spoke, "I can't do what?"

"You can't hate me one moment then care the next. Then lastly you can't tell me you need time."

"But what if I hate and love you?"

I could feel everything. I could feel him on my lower stomach and how our lips were so close to each other. Man what is he doing to me? I was getting hot and bothered.

He just looked into my eyes, "Well what do you feel when I do this," His hand went on the inside of my thigh and moved up.

My breathing was getting heavier. Oh and what I wearing? I was still in that hospital gown. I had underwear and a bra on but this gown had a rip where my heart is and where I got shot with an arrow.

"I like that reaction," He said, "How about this," He grabbed my bottom lip between his teeth and pulled a little. Once he let go I crashed my lips to his. He responded my lifting me up by my thighs and kissing back hard.

I kissed back just as hard. It's like I had no control over what was happening. Maybe it's because Bash hadn't touched me like that since I got pregnant with Ryder. Maybe it's because were both wolves now and I can now feel everything in the bond. I had no clue but I didn't want to stop.

"Hey!!"

We broke apart quick and Bash put me down. We turned our heads to see Harvey covering Ryder's eyes.

"I'm not gonna stay up with Ryder who will cry no matter what if he's not held. Get the frick in the house and take care of him."

I pushed Bash back and took Ryder and went inside. What had I just done? Katerina was here too? Oh...So was Lucy and Avalon...They were looking at me with a raised eyebrow.

"Kimber what the hell happened to having a break?" Avalon said.

"I couldn't help it...Something came over me okay. Now that I think about it why does my brother not smell like human?" I looked at Katerina.

"He asked me to okay. I didn't want to do it because how much pain it is but he asked and he begged me so I changed him."

When she said he asked her and she didn't want to do it I calmed myself. I nodded and went upstairs to Ryder's room. I set him down in his crib and he instantly started to cry. I picked him up again he wrapped his tiny arms around my neck as much as he could.

"I'm sorry baby. Mommy didn't mean to leave you. I'll never do it again I promise. I'll always be here for you."

I sat in the rocking chair and rocked him to sleep. I was dozing off myself. My eyes were closed and I quit rocking but I was still a little awake.

I sensed Bash in the room and felt Ryder being lifted from my arms. But Ryder wasn't having it. He held onto my hospital gown and started crying. I felt him being put back on me and instead I was lifted up with Ryder.

I opened my eyes and looked up. Bash looked down at me and smiled slightly. I closed my eyes again and snuggle closer to him.

I was set down on the bed and that's when I fell asleep.

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I woke up with Ryder still in my arms. I got up and walked around the bed to get to the bathroom when I seen Bash sleeping on the floor.

I bent down and shook him. He woke up and looked at me, "You didn't have to sleep on the floor Sebastian. We can sleep in the same bed just not cuddle and stuff."

He nodded, "Why don't you call me Bash anymore?"

I let it go saying it out loud I just haven't in my mind, "It brings back my human memories...Those are gone and I don't want to think about it anymore," I guess in my mind I can't let that go.

I walked out of our bedroom and into Ryder's. I set him in his crib and he woke up and started crying.

"Hey baby it's okay. Mommy's here I need to take care of myself okay and then I'll come and get you."

He stopped crying and I went back into our room and into the bathroom to go pee and take a shower. Once I was done I walked out of the bathroom and was once again shoved up against a wall.

"This is pure torture Kimber," He growled out.

I pushed him away, "And who's fault is that? Oh yeah, yours," I walked into my closet and got dressed. I just put on a random t-shirt and some dark jeans. I walked out of the closet and seen Ba-Sebastian with his head in his hands while he sat on the edge of the bed.

"I'm sorry Kimber. You need to understand that. I wasn't thinking when I should have been and for that I'm so sorry. I wish I could take it back and wait for you to wake up but I can't. Please just don't be mad anymore..."

"It hasn't even been a day yet Sebastian. I'm not gonna get over it that quick. Stop saying sorry because like I said. Sorry doesn't fix anything."

I walked out of the room and into Ryder's again and took him to the kitchen so I could feed him. Sebastian needs to understand that I need time not just almost a day.

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