I'm Sorry.

1. Prologue

July 9th, 2015
I'm finally seeing my idols. One Direction.
Though there are only four of them now, I love them just the same. I'm heading to Qualcomm Stadium in San Diego, with my mom. We traveled to California with my grandma and dad to visit my dad's sister and her husband.
We spent six hours getting to San Diego. It was worth it, I met Liam's mom when I was there, I gave her a letter to give to the boy's. It was perfect.

July 16, 2015
I got an email from a person from management and they said the boys of One Direction wanted to meet me! :D
They traveled to Arizona just for me!
I arrived at their hotel and I met them at their luxury sweet. It was huge, my mom came with me as well. I got to meet, hug, take pictures, and talk with the boys. It was amazing! I even got their personal phone numbers to talk!
Harry actually asked to hang out again tomorrow!
My mom let me hang out with them alone because she knew they were good guys and she knew I had a good head on my shoulders. We mostly watched movies, talked, and ate food. I got to know the real boys and it was really nice.
At the end of the night, a half hour before I was supposed to go, we were out on the balcony with a small fire set eating s'mores. I looked at the view and smiled saying, "This view is beautiful, I can't imagine the things you guys have seen, I wish I had that life..."
Liam said, "This life has been amazing, but it's not always fun, but we wouldn't trade it for the world..." I smiled and rubbed my arms.
Harry asked, "Are you cold?" I nodded but said, "I'm fine, really."
He ran inside and brought out his jumper handing it to me.
I said, "Really, I can't, I'm fine."
He said, "Go ahead, really, I don't need it, I can always buy more."
I smiled and pulled the jumper on. I laughed on how big it was and he chuckled. I smiled saying, "So, what's the plan now for you guys, finish the tour, release another album, then what, another stadium tour?"
Niall said, "Don' know really. Just going to see where the road leads ahead..."
I smiled saying, "Yeah, I guess, I head Simon had offered you guys a 78 million dollar deal to go on another stadium tour. Is that true?"
Louis said, "Yeah, he offered us it, but we don't know if we're going to take it."
I said, "Why? Directioners love you, though we may be a pain in the butt ninety percent of the time, but we still love you and want to see you."
Harry said, "Yeah, but it's just weird without Zayn, we miss him terribly. For the past four, now five, years we've always had him with us and it's just weird not to have him around."
I nodded understanding saying, "I get it. It's hard to let go of people you love. When you made memories with them and do something further without them, it's just a weird feeling..." He smiled and he hugged me. I blushed and then Niall went to go get more marshmallows, Liam followed to make sure he wouldn't eat all of them and Louis went to go get more logs for the fire.
Harry and I were alone on the balcony. I leaned against the ledge and smiled saying, "You're wrong by the way."
He looked at me curiously, leaned against the edge as well, and asked, "About what?"
I looked at my hands and continued, "In This Is Is, you said that having the title of 'famous' didn't give you any substance. You were wrong."
He raised an eyebrow saying, "How so?"
I smiled looking at the view again saying, "Being famous means that you're known by a lot of people. You're remembered by a lot of people. You guys have changed a lot of girls' lives and you'll always be a part of our lives. You give us a reason to live, you give us hope for a new day, you are known by us. You have written the story of our lives and we will never forget the person behind that. We will never forget the famous lad that gave us a reason to live. We will remember the person you were, with the substance you have as well."
He smiled at me and hugged me saying, "You are an amazing girl..."
I replied saying, "And you are an amazing guy." I looked up at him, he was eleven inches taller than me. I stood on a ledge to actually wrap my arms around his neck and he chuckled. I laughed saying, "I know I'm short, but I'm fun size!"
He touched my cheek saying, "Yeah, you are..." He leaned forward and our lips met.
I melted into the kiss and then we jumped apart as Louis came out to the balcony. He said, "Well, that's a sight..."